I'll be back..

So.. this is from a few month back and Sanu was feeling a bit low.. and she asked if someone could write her a oneshot and I said i would.. But I didn't.. But that does not mean I forgot about it. Now that i have time.. i'm completing my promise..

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"Do you have to leave?"

She asked as her eyes waited for him to say no. It was her 100th time.. in her head. She had been doing a lot of stuff lately, just to make him stay. Nothing could stop him. She wasn't sure if that was mean of her to ask him to not leave.

Wasn't she the one ing his dreams?

Wasn't she the one who watched him dream, then watched him grow comfortable with the pain of failure he tasted at every door?

Wasn't she the one? To tell him.. that things were gonna change and he didn't have to worry about it?

Wasn't she the one who kissed him goodnight like a his mother when on his bad days?

Wasn't she the one who trapped him in his happy self keeping him lively when everything around him wanted to eat him alive?

He was just a teenager with extravagant dreams and a million heads telling him how he wouldn't be able to fulfill them. The pennies in his pocket could merely buy him anything. He had nothing but a broken jar of memories and an ambition. Then again.. he had everything. Everything because he had her. They had grown to be best for each other. He knew. She knew.

On his sleepless nights, she'd just skip her part time job expecting a good scolding from her boss, just to give him some cookies as he cried sitting on the sea shore. How did she know?? He would by the store she worked.. everyday at 10: 00 pm. After his job was over.. School? He never had money for that. Nor did his parents owned anything to him. His life was daily waged. And he did not complain.

Her smile dropped when he told her..

"I'm shifting..!"

He jumped around. His 18 year old self couldn't even process the pain he was about to feel. He was happy to get a job in the big city. A job that would give him everything. A job which would pay his bills while studying to get a degree. He had saved enough to live there for a few months.. and put up his connections in the company he worked at.

He was young, strong, capable and willing. There was no way the manager couldn't recommend him to go to a bigger city.. and well.. he played his cards.. and here he was. Leaving in a week.

It wasn't a devastating feeling to her. She was much stronger than that. She knew what it meant to him. Living together most of the days of their childhood had made them close enough to each other on anything.

The colours on his face faded instantly as his eyes looked down, at the tears in her eyes.

"What's wrong?"

He asked. He knew what was.. he just hoped she said something else. Anything else but what he thought she would.

"Nothing. I'll miss you.."

Were her words. He signed. He wasn't happy. Didn't she want to stop him? He thought people who love each other were supposed to beg them to stop from leaving. He knew she couldn't go with him. She had her responsibilities. Not everything was roses and butterflies like they show in the movies.

He expected her to say something else. He desperately wanted to hear that. He wanted to deny her.. telling her, he had to leave. But he would be back. He had a well prepared speech before he would say those words..

'I would be back..'

Being poor never meant you couldn't have a moment of your dreams with your loved one. Not that they were together. Not that they were dating. Not that they had even confessed. But both of them knew the truth. The truth that understanding each other was their best bond and it never needed words.

"Jungkook..!"

She lightly whispered..

His eyes disappointed. But he had nothing to say..

"Hmm..?"

He asked. Silence followed.

"Nothing.."

She whispered as she hugged him.

Today was the day. He was patiently waiting for his train to come. He couldn't quite say he was happy.. But he was sure, life was gonna be something now. He wasn't gonna be a mere someone.

The week before him leaving had been painful. For both of them. Unexpectedly as they would say.. But both of them did expect it. His red t-shirt that had been crumbled at a corner and his old jeans with the same shoes he had been wearing for almost 2 and a half years. She wanted him to stay. She wanted to tell him. But the desperate need to see him grow and win what he is born for, got her.

She had made the best out of that week as she knew.. His his face would be only a sweet memory by tomorrow. For years.. if she even calculated. Did that hurt? Yes it did. A lot. A lot than that.

He smiled awkwardly at her.. as he tapped his leg waiting for his train. She choked on a sob when the train finally arrived. She knew the moments were slipping off. She wanted to catch his hand.. But at the same time.. She didn't want to. She couldn't take the blame for his miserable life if she stops him now. She could bare living thinking he was happy somewhere.. than to watch him cry everyday.

"Do you have to leave?"

Her heart betrayed her. She said it out loud when she thought she couldn't take it anymore.

He smiled. How he waited for this moment. His heart jumped. He knew she loved him.. like he did to her. He knew it. He turned his head ever so slightly.. as he said.

"I cannot stay back. I have to go.."

His words sounded cheerful which killed her..

"But I'll be back."

He smiles finally.

"Will you?"

She asked not sure if he would really..! Even though she wanted him to.. She didn't want to die waiting for him to return someday. She could. But she didn't want to.

"Yeah."

He nodded.

"Don't promise something like that Jungkook..!"

She said.. But he just smiled wider.

Finally. Finally making a move he slightly pressed his lips onto her. Shameless as it ever seems, kissing someone when surrounded by a crowd.. he never once felt odd.

She was thrilled by the way he moved so swiftly.. she didn't even see that coming.

"I promise you with my first kiss. I'll be back.."

He said once again.. pulling her into a hug before getting on the track of his life.

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I hope it was fine. It's been a long time i'm writing it for someone else. So..!

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