In His cold Eyes#29

Everyone got to know about it..

And was happy for me..

But i had decided to stay back..

I cannot leave Jack alone.. he is the reason i am here..

I was a stupid girl.. who was treated good only by him..

He was a top student.. with brilliant skills than me.. and i.. i was g the Olympic team alone..

Leaving him behind.. just because there is a vacancy..

"No Jackson..i've made my decision..!"

I said as he tried to convince me for a 100th time..

''Why dont u get this? This letter is no joke..

It came your way because u are capable.. than any other girl in this academy..

Listen to me.. your victory is our victory..

Because we are a team.. okay..!"

He tried his best..

But my heart never wanted to accept that..

Would it feel like.. i used him??

I dont know..

"Yuri.. do it for your father..!"

Hobi said.. cheering me up..

After a lot of thinking..

I finally ed the Royal 8.. a place where i wanted to be.. ever since my childhood.. but i hated to think about it..

But i was happy i'm pairing with Jungkook.. and not Jimin..

The practise began..

And Jungkook was a amazing man.. to my surprise..

He always looked like that handsome playboy..

But he was a complete sweetheart..

All the things about him.. heard and said..

Were myths..!!

He was never a badboy..

And he was good at every damn thing..

I was very happy with everything..

But i always had a problem with my dance.. i was trying hard to make it better.. and i knew i was creating a trouble for Jungkook.. but he never said it .. he worked hard all by himself and i only cursed myself.. everyday..

"We are swapping positions..! Yuri.. you pair up Hoseok or Jimin.. just temporary..! You can learn from them"

The coach said..

"I'm pairing up with-"

I said..

"Me.. i'll take her responsibility..!"

Jimin said..

Ofcourse the leader..

But i was dying internally thinking of the condition.. the situation..i would face everyday..

I looked at Jimin.. and he came to me..

"Lets start..!"

He said..

And i hesited a bit.. like more than a bit.. with his words..

"Why are you choosing me? To trouble me again?"

I said.. out of disgust.. well.. i wasn't disgusted.. but mentally disturbed after what he did..

"Because this is my team.. and u are my responsibility..! Plus Hobi hyung! .. i don't wanna give him a hard time..!"

He said.. and it sounded right.. but for him...

For me it was my

"CAUTION"

notice given by my heart..

"Just say you needed someone to trouble..

Hobi is a better teacher than u..!"

I was still finding a new reason..

Wanting him to say more.. something heart warming.. something that could melt my heart..

"Just think whatever you want..

I already told u..i didn't want to give him any hard time..!"

He shrugged off..

And we began..

I mean.. the story of my broken heart began there..

And things began to fall apart..

And by things.. i mean.. my heart.. my brain.. my senses.. my conciousness..!

And i did everything to keep myself composed..

He always had that fierce and lovely aura around him..

Dancing with him was no joke.. he was particular.. precise.. perfect..

He would wait with me for extra practise..

Teach me things and make me do stuff..

Indeed he was a good leader..

He was very concentrated during his performance..

Unlike me.. who was clumpsy..only around him..

I was going out of my mind..as i had to face him.. even if i didn't want to..

Touch him.. everyday..

Look into his eyes.. everytime..

And trust him.. everywhere..

But soon i got used to him..

Every damn thing about him.. from his breathing pattern to his no. of blinks..

From his finger movement to every twist and turn of his body....

Everything.. and it always made me get closer to him.. love him more..

And.. i, by now.. could tell.. i was truely madly deeply in love with him..

No matter how much distance i try to keep.. he would end up being the closest to me..

On one hand.. my career was going up to unknown heights..

On the other.. my heart was crashing down ..

I always wished i would stay with him a bit longer.. just a bit..

But i would slap myself back to reality whenever that thought came up..

No matter how hard i try.. my selfcontrol was under his control..

The more i stay away from him.. he finds a reason to get close.. to stick to me.. to say ice freezed things when i do a mistake.. to smile cutely without his own understanding..

Love was the top of my world..

But the olympic trial was already announced..

And i was afraid i would mess it up...

I had a phobia.. i guess..

My heart would go crazy whenever i would think about the competition..

One such late night.. i was practising.. and after the practise.. i sat down..

Not willing to get up ..

"Are u staying here for the night?"

Jimin asked..

But i did not answer..

I was sitting calm.. but internally i was panicking like hell..

But i didn't want to tell him.. so that he finds one more reason to stick to me.. to come close to me.. to tell me how things are going to be good..

"What is it..?"

He sat next to me.. with a straight face..

And i did not dare to turn..

If i look at him.. maybe i would let my guard down..

"Yuri..!"

He looked at me with concern now..

His hands touching my face.. making me look at him..

I turned but did not look at him in his eyes..

Instead i closed my eyes.. trying hard to hold my emotions..

"Nothing.. just go..! You dont need to worry.."

I said.. and i could feel a bit of silence..

His touch disappeared too..

Maybe he is leaving..

Couldn't he stay here with with me.. just like he always does..??

Listen to anything and everything i wanna say.. just like he always does..??

The thought of him leaving.. made a tear roll down my cheek even with my eyes closed..

I could feel the same hand wiping the tear..

I opened my eyes to find him looking at me.. with all his innocence and love...

I wanted to hug him.. then and there.. but i didn't..!

"What is it?"

He asked again..

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Thats all for this and next few weeks..

I would try to jump back soon..

But.. please understand..

Let me know how is it.. hoping u are liking it.. :heart_eyes: 🙂 :blush: