On My Sunset#29

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I'm getting bored.. to death.

Jungkook was right..!

I am the most clumsy human ever..

I burned my hand over a coffee..

I broke a vase while just walking here and there..

I should have visited my parents..

"Ari.. i'm back..!"

My friend messaged me..

She had been studying for post graduations in Canada in her dream college..

She was one of my close friends.. a total nerd.. and since i received her message i couldn't be more happy..

"You should definitely visit my house..!''

I suggested..

"Sorry. I'm actually planning on visiting my parents hometown. I'm back for a week."

She said..

"Thats sad. I really wanted to meet you."

"Can you accompany me? I mean.. its still gonna be to the mountains .. and its been a long time since we last visited. Are you free?"

She asked..

Well.. it wasn't a bad idea either..

Its been 6 long years.. we'd been on a 2 day trip to her granny's farm.. and i was anyways annoyed of the fact that i'm useless over here.

"Well.. i am. But i just need to tell it to my boyfriend. He's out of town for a while.. just need to inform him or he'd get mad.."

I replied..

"Don't tell me! You have a boyfriend? When? How? What? "

I knew she would react this way..

"Well.. its been 3 years now.. You know the guy.. who generally visited me in the last year of our college..! Well.. he's the one."

I replied shyly..

"This can't be. That hot guy.. i thought he was just a playboy.. i mean.. so handsome and rich. Plus.. the rumours said you both were just playing around. I did not mean to hurt you so i never asked.."

She explained..

"Its fine. And.. he is not at all a playboy. He is the best man god could ever gift anyone. He is the best..!"

"Woah dude.. control. I mean.. you really fancy him a lot..!"

She said.. laughing at my words..

"I'll let you know once i ask him..! See you..!"

I was totally in the mood of going out..

And i knew Jungkook would say no.. for sure..

I just need to ask him a 100 times.. thats all!

His no generally means.. ask me again after some time..

I had no idea.. what would i say now to emotionally blackmail him. I mean.. meeting a friend.. hell yes.. but going to the mountains without his laser eyed supervision.., hell no. He would never in his dreams allow that.

I was planning and plotting wickedly against my lovely baby.. and i did not feel bad.. at all. He just keeps me from doing everything.. like i'm a kid. I know he cares.. i love it when he does. I love it how he says "no'' even before i end my sentences..

Trust me.. i know he can sense troubles.. which i'm about to cause. But its not always that way.. i need to live my life, take risks.. learn from my mistakes. And Jungkook's "no'' was almost a habit to me.

With my superhit plan ready i waited.. for the evening to knock at my door of dreams of going to a beautiful mountain scene with Yeri.. her beautiful wood house.. her sweet as sugar grandmother.. and that lovely fragrance of the tea. Wouldn't that be a great place to go.. with Jungkook.

We can definitely should plan a holiday there next time.

Its been 10 p.m. already.. why didn't he call? Should i? Is he busy?? Maybe.. almost half an hour later he called..

"Ari.. hows my baby today?"

Jungkook seemed extra happy as he spoke.

"I'm beautiful as ever.."

I replied with a smile. Just the thought of smiling Jungkook can make my day a hundread times better..

"You seem happy..!''

I stated..

"Yeah.. just a little hangout after the work. It is quite tiring.. but fun..!"

He explained..

"Thats good. Look at me all bored here.. not knowing what to do. And my boyfriend just smiling like that after a fun day.. what do i do..!"

I faked a sad tone.. he just chuckled. He knew me well. The little teasing between us.. made things so much better. Thinking of his smile is so hard.. so hard. The thought of his pretty lips never leaves.. never.. wanting to touch them.

"You too should have some fun.. visit some of your friends!"

He insisted.. hell yeah.. thats what i wanted..

"Well.. talking about that..! I wanted to go visit a friend of mine. She's back after a long time..!"

I decided to go step by step..

"Thats great..! Who is it by the way?"

He asked with curiosity..

"Yeri.. the one who i used to study with. You might not know her. But we've been together since highschool. She studies in Canada.. she's coming back.. so..!"

I slowed down at the end..

I'm just hoping what i say next.. does not make his excitement disappear..

"Okay. Enjoy your time with her.."

He added..

''Actually Jungkook.. i wanted to stay with her.. for a few days not much 2 to 3.. just wanting to spend more time.. you know..!"

I was literally careful at every word. It was harder than facing your dad.. lord help me.

"Wow.. thats something new. She must be really close to you. You never really go to any friend's house. Where does she live?"

He kept his CID investigation going. This guy.. trust me.. no lie.. he was harder to convince than any dad. I know he cares.. but..

"Well..umm.. i mean.. at her house..!"

I replied..

"Ari.. i never said she lives on trees. She's ofcourse gonna stay at her house.. but where exactly is it? I need to know, if in case..!"

He was right.. he needed to know.. but..

"Jungkook-ah.. how many hours are you gonna stick to your girlfriend..? You meet her everyday. We're out for a reason. Family out of business for now. Come us..!"

I heard a voice say..

"A few minutes.. i'm on an important call."

Let me it. I was about to cry..

The moment he said "important call.."

It made my heart jump. Its good to know.. at the end of the day.. fun or tiring.. someone re you.. even if.. just for few minutes.. stating your existance as important..

My heart just clenched with greatfulness.

"I love you.."

I whispered into the call. I dont know if he heard.. but i didn't care. I just said it for myself to know.. that i love him.. as much as he loves me.

Maybe i'm over reacting, imagining over little things. But isn't that the real meaning of life. Because little things matter much..

"This girl.."

He signed into the phone..

"Ari.. i'm going. Sarah is getting hyped up by the thought of alcohol even. God knows how much she drank..! Jesus..! Well.. get to your friends house.. safe. Take care of yourself.. and.. talk to you later..!"

He said.. about to cut the call..

"Hmm.."

I said.. disappointed. Just mentioning her made me nervous. I just said i didn't mind him not saying it back.. but it would've been great if he would have said "love you" too..

I'm not being bipolar. But..

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Jungkook on the other hand.. waited for your reply before he cut the call.. making sure you had heard every of his instruction..

No matter what hurry.. he only hanged up after your little "hmm" reached his ears..

As if reading your mind..

"I love you..!"

He messaged almost an hour later. But that was an hour.. an hour of your dreadful thoughts.. he couldn't take his mind of your words even on his busy days.. minutes later when he and his colleagues reached their hotel and he kept repeating the call for the 100th time in his mind, had he realised he heard something like i love you..

Without wasting a further second he wanted to call you just to tell you he loves you too..

But the thought that it might be almost midnight in your clock.. he just found it appropriate to message instead.

His message went unnoticed in the sleepless night for the both of you..

He still lost in the thought of you pouting at your boredom and how cute you'd look at the complaining end.. how would he spent all his life with your baby tactics that held him with you.

And you still lost in his thoughts.. thinking what would you both do when life seperates you both.. would he forget you and find someone else.. or would he you..!

You weren't doubting him..

It was just the fear.. of losing the place you had. The ''important'' place

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