The one who deserves..!

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Well well..

Firstly.. this blog has nothing to do with the RM challenge and stuff..

Just that.. i found something.. and i couldn't control my tears.. so wanted to share it with my family...

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Okay.. so..

I just recently found out some neitzens comments on Namjoon.. my sweetheart..

It said..

"He has an impressive personality..

And DOES NOT need a perfect visual thing..

But his visuals still surprised them..

He has the offstage aura of a successful business man..!"

I mean..

I died..

I literally died listening to this..

They also continued...

"His visuals have changed through out time..

And people are noticing his beauty now.. and they are really happy with what they see..!"

He deserves this world..

I believed it..

We all present here believed it from the very start..

And now the world is believing it too..

I couldn't help but cry..

And think of moments.. when i was like..

Is my choice really bad..?

I mean.. look at this guy.. how can someone find him attractive..

I mean his hair.. he has no sense of fashion too..

Its when i just started liking BTS..

And my Joon looked like an american rapper..

That was the time when i questioned my stupid brain..

But anyways kept continuing.. as i knew..

That i'm not pretty as well.. so..? Should this thing bother me...!!

Well.. i dont know ...what am i saying right now..

Please ignore me if u find it offbeat..

But i really felt a need to say this..

That i'm proud of myself today..

And RM stans should be proud of them too..

It already feels like a revolution coming to life..

I mean.. our fight for the right..

And now the world believes it too..

You all know what i mean..

It feels so good to find that ... we could love someone who deserved to be loved from the start..

Namjoon.. my first BTS bias..

My extremeeeee ideal type..!

I cannot think of any other words..

He has always always did everything to prove that he is better in this bitter world..

Always ed his life.. his family.. his band.. his fans..

I still of the time..

I seriously wished to god..

And promised myself..

"I'm gonna meet this man once in my life.."

I've never said so.. about many people..

There are only a few people i feel this anxiety to..

I dont like concerts and stuff like that..

Because i hate awkwardness.. i hate crowds..

I hate embarrassing moments..

I dont know.. just the thought.. gives me a awkward feeling..

That i would do something bad.. and stupid.. and i better sit in my room alone..

And he is just one of the few people.. i want to meet in my life..

Just like Amber Liu...

Like Jonghyung..

Time has changed and our choices too.. but the point that we still love him.. that makes my heart warm..

Let keep loving him more and more and more.. untill he gets fed up of us..!

And tell us not to do it..

Yet we would do it again.. :joy: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :sob: :sob: :sob: :sob: ...

God always gives someone what they deserve..

Sooner or later..

But that shouldn't stop u from doing good.. to yourself and to others..

He is the live example of this situation..

Lets take care of our big baby..

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I know.. this fight feel too much..

But i seriously had to say this today..!!

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