Tried to secure a brilliant career
To follow what I'm ionate of
At least to survive the fast-paced world
And have something I can be proud of
When suddenly, I lost everything…
It made me feel uncertain
Too afraid to handle this situation yet
But where am I actually heading to?
I embraced myself for comfort
I missed my work, I missed the people
I missed how life used to be
It’s too sudden, everything is so sudden
And all I can do is to keep up
That sooner or later, it'll be okay
And I’ll earn the best from it…
Far away from the grey lines I see
Far from the loneliness I’m dealing
I'll cheer myself, with hope and strength
Be as stronger as I could, while I wander
I will wander for the mean time
I wrote this piece after my anniversary from work, its different celebrating it now because of the new normal, but life goes on so I just got to deal with it and be thankful that I still have a job to keep while I'm in the four corners of my room, keyboards on with a headset, in front of my PC.
I also want to insert a short piano cover here (click if the vid wont play) I was practicing, though I have no plans on posting it as a whole.. xD
BTS really knows how to comfort us with the right words and music, the whole album itself is a big embrace to us, LIFE GOES ON - therefore is a lovely response and expression on how they miss ARMY, and for sure so we are to them.
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Comments (13)
Gosh, your poem hit home a tad bit too much. Although i interpreted it with my own circumstances, i could also read it through what could be your own based from i learned about your situation at work through your own blogs and comments. Well written, straight to the point and evocative. I really like it. And your cover is so great as well! You have a very beautiful voice! Listening and watching it made me miss sitting in my bedroom and just learn whatever song i want to for fun instead of practicing pieces i need to learn for uni. This took me back hahah time flies!
Its feels like whenever I opened up through poems, I share something vulnerable side of me being direct but then yes, this can be of any interpretation :hearts: Thanks alot SG! :)
*hope I can also hear from you play as well I you're in music field or I'm mistaken >.<*
Reply to: Kimi :key: ᴮᴱ
That's also one of the reasons why your poems are so great :heart: and yes you are not mistaken hahaha but the irony is that while i am a music major, i am extremely shy when it comes to perform in front of people. I never get used to it even if i have to do so often :') maybe one day i'll be confident enough to share some stuff in here :see_no_evil:
Ok but your voice and piano cover is so good :hand: :sob: :two_hearts:
Thank you so much :heart: :pensive: :bouquet:
Reply to: Kimi :key: ᴮᴱ #JINday
Yw^^ :two_hearts: :two_hearts:
Thank you for participating Kimi :sunflower: :sparkles:
Hugs! You seem to need it, and thank you for sharing these relatable thoughts :relieved: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:
I needed to confess hihi kidding aside, thanks for taking time to read Kaibigan :hearts:
Reply to: Kimi :key: ᴮᴱ
I felt I wanted to make a similar because my world turned over too. Still, I'm fortunate in a way, we have the ocean and forest right in front of us!
Reply to: ♡ 𝔄𝔯𝔞 𝔐𝔬𝔪 ♡ Happy Seokjin Week :sparkling_heart:
I agree.The positivity :heart: yes will look forward to that!