[Quail Boss] Killing me (hanbin os)

Why did i let go of her? Why am i in pain? Why is it me in pain? Why am i regretting it?

It wasn't my fault she wanted to let go. But why me? I guess I was too madly in love that I didn't notice the pain.

죽겠다; killing me

This pain was too much that it reached to the point where i felt like i was dead. I felt like the piece that made me whole started to kill me inside. The pain made me feel hollow and empty.

The last words I heard that escaped her lips were "미안해. 이 고통은 나를 죽이고있다." She was gone. The world which I belonged in disappeared.

She had gone on and blamed me. Why was it always me? What did I do wrong?

I could say it was partly my fault because I could have talked to her, begged her to go back. Alas, I did not.

It was too late. We were both in pain. We both regretted it. There were no reasons behind it. It seemed so vague. I didn't do anything thing but I was crying, screaming, throwing tantrums.

I hated being being in pain. Often, I was blamed; often I was not. I swallowed an oncoming sob.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry but this pain is killing me.

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