Hi all, today I will be writing a letter to the deity calling out to me <3.
Dear Deity,
Hi. My name is already known, my story a vein going from your heart to your toes. You know me yet I still greet you, I still tell you everything you already know. Do you find that annoying? I normally do, yet here I am still introducing myself.
Hi, Dear Deity, I’m Eryn. I’m a 17 year nonbinary kid. I love writing and visual arts, crochet, and I’m not the best at sewing. But I hope to get better. Maybe. I would describe myself as creative, friendly, awkward, and impatient.
I love to create, as it says above, yet I find myself hating my projects as I finish them. I’m a perfectionist learning to no longer be a perfectionist. I know now that that mindset is unhealthy for me. It’s healthy for mistakes. As I gradually learn to accept that, I wonder. Why do you want to work with me? Is it because of my past? Because you want to help me learn and love? I find that hard to imagine, no lie. I cannot imagine someone wanting to help me.
I’m learning to accept that, over time.
Dearest Deity,
Lately I’ve been feeling calmer. I’ve felt less… crazy-headed. I feel more positive and ready to love. Is that you? Do you think I’ve made a lot of progress from 7th grade to 11th grade? I received a reading earlier. They said you helped bring feelings of calmness. I’m not sure if it’s you or my medicines took a turn for the better.
XX
Eryn
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