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                   " 𝐷𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑏𝑖𝑔, 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑟

                 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑦 "

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                      𝖳𝗂𝗆𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝗀𝖺𝗇        : 05/08/25

                     𝖳𝗂𝗆𝖾 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗉𝗅𝖾𝗍𝖾𝖽 : 05/09/25

                      𝖠𝗏𝖺𝗂𝗅𝖺𝖻𝗂𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗒 : Open (Group) Closed (1x1)

                     𝖳𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗀𝖾𝗋𝗌     : Emotional Abuse, Gaslighting,

                      Homophobia, Eating Disorder, Classism,

                      and Exploitation

      𝑇𝐸𝐴𝑆𝐸𝑅

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𝙽𝚘𝚠 𝙿𝚕𝚊𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 : 𝐻𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑒𝑦

- 𝐿𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑡ℎ

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Vivienne Elara Devereux is a woman of striking contrasts, poised yet burdened by the weight of legacy, refined yet quietly torn by unfulfilled desire. Born into an elite English family with deep roots in French aristocracy, she has always lived under the watchful scrutiny of high expectations. Vivienne has been shaped to embody perfection from a tender age: she speaks multiple languages fluently, dazzles with her artistic talents, and drapes herself in elegance. When she enters a room, it’s not just a simple arrival; it’s a powerful entrance that silences conversations and draws eyes before she utters a word.

But beneath this polished surface lies a deeper story, one forged in absence rather than privilege. In a Catholic household, Vivienne navigated an emotional desert, where vulnerability was seen as a weakness and love came at a cost. Her mother, Genevieve, bestowed affection only in the guise of correction, while her father, Alistair, regarded her as a living trophy rather than an individual. As a result, Vivienne became fluent in the language of silence, mastering the art of emotional concealment. Lauded for her grace, she often found herself quietly unraveling beneath the weight of her family’s legacy.

Now, at twenty-four, she resides in a beautifully restored Victorian townhouse in Mayfair, reflecting her duality: pristine and historic, yet undeniably cold. As a quietly influential socialite, she weaves through the intricate tapestry of high society, orchestrating cultural events and steering philanthropic boards while carefully curating her public persona. Yet, it is in the solitude of her private moments that her true self emerges: late nights spent under the flickering light of candle flames, pouring her heart into melancholic piano melodies, or tracing the inky script of a tattoo on her inner thigh: Sous les cendres, l’étreinte. Under the ashes, the embrace.

This is where her haunting obsession thrives.

There exists a woman, nameless and invisible to the world, who watches Vivienne, who carries the enchanting scent of roses and communicates in a silent language only they understand. Their encounters are brief but utterly consuming. A stolen glance at an art exhibition, a fleeting touch at a gallery opening, a whispered confession shared in stillness. Vivienne’s yearning for her is not a sudden outburst; it’s a lingering flame, forbidden and deeply devoted. She hesitates to label it love, which would make it too tangible and vulnerable. And in her carefully curated world, reality is often buried.

Her coping strategies are masterfully crafted: denial, compartmentalization, and control. She entwines her emotions into rituals, the allure of perfume, the elegance of fashion, and the performance of her public persona. Though silently coming undone, she chooses to do so on her . Her beauty becomes her shield, her silence her form of rebellion. Rather than lash out, she retreats into herself, crafting an illusion of freedom that is more enticing than the reality of her constraints.

Vivienne is not simply a woman in crisis; she is a woman in waiting, waiting for the life that feels genuinely hers, yearning for a love that won’t tear her apart, longing for the moment she escapes or fully embraces who others expect her to be. Until that ultimate moment arrives, she remains flawless.

And utterly unreadable — unless you know where to look.

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                   “ 𝐷𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑏𝑖𝑔, 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑟

                 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑦 “

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𝑇𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝐶𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠

╰⊰—~☬~—⊱╯

              𝒊| 𝐺𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑙                     𝒊𝒊| 𝐴𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒

            𝒊𝒊𝒊| 𝑃𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦               𝒊𝒗| 𝐻𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑡ℎ

             𝒗| 𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑠         𝒗𝒊| 𝐿𝑖𝑓𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑦𝑙𝑒

          𝒗𝒊𝒊| 𝐹𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦                    𝒗𝒊𝒊𝒊| 𝐵𝑎𝑐𝑘𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦

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𝑁𝑎𝑚𝑒

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    Vivienne | Elara| Devereux   „

The name Vivienne is derived from the Latin word “vividus,” which means “alive” or “full of life.” It symbolizes vitality, energy, and an enduring spirit. Associated with elegance, grace, and a timeless beauty, Vivienne conveys both strength and subtle charm. The name suggests a woman who defies the age of time, who captivates and remains unforgettable.

Elara, on the other hand, has roots in mythology and carries a deep, poetic meaning. In Greek mythology, Elara is a mortal lover of Zeus; her story is marked by secrecy and loss. The name is also linked to one of Jupiter’s moons, which orbits far from the planet, embodying a quiet and distant presence. Elara signifies mystery, otherworldliness, and a sense of longing or exile, representing something hidden, powerful, and perhaps out of reach, similar to Vivienne’s inner world and her experiences of forbidden love.

The surname Devereux is of French origin, meaning “from the river” or “the land near the river.” It derives from the Old French words “de” (meaning “from”) and “verrou” (meaning “lock” or “barrier”). Historically associated with nobility, it suggests strength, heritage, and a sense of old-world grandeur. The name carries connotations of aristocratic lineage, power, and entitlement, along with the weight of family legacy—a legacy that Vivienne both inherits and questions.

“The life full of light and grace carries within it a shadowed, distant truth that cannot be escaped.”

They named her Vivienne for its elegance and allure—a name designed to glide through rooms and command iration without uttering a word. Elara was the secret name, chosen by her mother and never acknowledged by anyone else, a ghost of rebellion buried beneath a legacy. Devereux, of course, was never a choice; it was inheritance and expectation, a centuries-old script she was born into.

Together, her name became a costume: beautiful, constricting, and carefully constructed. Yet behind it, something restless stirs—not just the memory of the woman she was named after but also the truth Vivienne has never dared to express aloud. She still wears the name, but with each ing day, it feels less like a title and more like a spark waiting to ignite.

𝐺𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    Female | She/Her    „

Vivienne was never meant to be merely a person; she was crafted to be a symbol, a living testament to her family’s ideals. From the moment she learned to walk in heels, every aspect of her existence was meticulously curated. She was taught to perfect the art of grace, to tilt her head just so, to laugh lightly but never too loudly, and to endure quietly, ensuring none of her struggles stained the family name. Her body was not her own; it was an investment, her beauty a priceless currency, and her silence an absolute requirement. As a Devereux daughter, she was expected to be the flawless doll, painted, posed, and positioned precisely where her family deemed fit.

Her gender was not an identity; it was a performance, a script penned generations before her arrival and handed to her in delicate silk and hard truths. She was destined to marry well, smile sweetly, and never, under any circumstances, dare to ask why.

Yet, Vivienne was far too astute to remain a mere prop, too perceptive to remain blind to her reality. Over time, the porcelain veneer began to crack. The doll grew curious, learned to listen, to observe, and above all, to yearn. And beneath the elegant gowns and practiced grace, something fierce and raw simmered: a growing tide of resentment and rage. She was ready to reclaim her story, to unearth the woman hidden beneath the façade, and to redefine what it truly meant to be a Devereux.

𝐴𝑔𝑒

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          ➶﹍”    24 | mid 20’s   „

At 24, Vivienne is caught in a tug-of-war between her family’s lofty expectations and her yearning for true independence. Having outgrown her childhood innocence, she stands on the brink of adulthood, where the weight of her beauty and social status feels like a gift and a burden. As the perfect Devereux daughter, she is beginning to understand the high price of this facade. This pivotal year is more than just a finishing touch on her societal role; it’s her last chance to meet everyone else’s expectations before she must summon the courage to face her authentic self. With a flicker of realization, she acknowledges her power yet wrestles with the perceptions surrounding her. The journey to self-discovery is about to begin, and she knows it will change everything.

𝐵𝑖𝑟𝑡ℎ𝑑𝑎𝑦

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    11/15    „

Vivienne’s birthday, November 15, has always been a complicated affair—a mix of burden and unspoken secret. While others might celebrate joyfully, she feels a heavy twinge of resentment. For Vivienne, it’s not a jubilant celebration but a chance for her family to flaunt their impeccable facade. Each ing year, the day serves as a stark reminder of the image she’s expected to uphold, leaving her feeling more like a performer than a celebrant.

As a Scorpio, the essence of her birthday reflects the intense emotions that swirl within her. With traits like hidden depths and a craving for control, Vivienne embodies the classic Scorpio struggle. The duality of her life—between the mask she presents to the world and the storm of feelings simmering just beneath—creates an internal conflict that she grapples with daily. She’s on the cusp of yearning for transformation, and each birthday feels like a whisper of change on the horizon. Deep down, she recognizes her Scorpio nature’s obsession with power, igniting a fierce desire to seize control of her life and carve out her path. It’s a journey she knows she must embark on, even if the first steps remain daunting.

𝑆𝑒𝑥𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    Lesbian    „

Vivienne’s relationship with her sexuality is intensely private, tangled in guilt, desire, and fear. Deep down, she knows she’s a lesbian — not in the way that’s loud or easily declared, but in the way that has always lived quietly in her, like a song she was never allowed to sing. Her attraction to women feels natural, intoxicating, even sacred — but it’s also laced with shame, thanks to the traditional, controlling world she was raised in.

She doesn’t hate herself for it, but she fears what it could cost her: her family’s approval, her place in the world they built for her, the illusion of perfection they demand. So she hides it behind practiced smiles, curated dates with men she doesn’t want, and longing glances she never lets linger too long. Still, when she’s alone, when no one’s watching, the truth pulses through her like a second heartbeat: this is who she is. And one day, it won’t be something she hides — it’ll be something she wields.

𝐿𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑢𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑠

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          ➶﹍”    English | French | Italian | Latin    „

Vivienne speaks English fluently as her native language, with a refined, polished tone shaped by elite schooling. She’s fluent in French, learned from childhood through tutors and travel — a language she uses for secrets and intimacy. Her Italian is conversational to fluent, tied to personal interests in art and beauty. She has reading proficiency in Latin, which was taught as part of her classical education, and is useful but emotionally distant.

𝑁𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦

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          ➶﹍”    England   „

Vivienne identifies as English by nationality, but she wears this identity like a tailored garment—elegant, deliberate, and carefully maintained. It’s the image the world sees, one that aligns with the Devereux reputation: composed, powerful, and untouchable. She speaks with the crisp, neutral accent of the upper class, revealing nothing while commanding attention. Publicly, her Englishness is a performance steeped in legacy, restraint, and expectation.

Privately, however, it’s her French bloodline that she clings to when she seeks something deeper. Her family traces its ancestry back to French aristocracy, and this history feels more personal, more dangerous, like something pulsing beneath the surface. is where the romantic, rebellious, and authentic parts of her feel at home. She doesn’t speak of royalty with pride, but rather with a subtle sense of inevitability—as if the crown is invisible, yet the weight still rests on her head..

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                   “ 𝐷𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑏𝑖𝑔, 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑟

                 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑦 “

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𝐸𝑡ℎ𝑛𝑖𝑐𝑖𝑡𝑦

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    Cacasian   „

Vivienne is often seen as the embodiment of old-world elegance, white, beautiful, and impeccably polished. Her Caucasian features and privileged status give her an aura of untouchability, almost like an icon. To outsiders, she symbolizes tradition, privilege, and perfection. However, this image makes people project their expectations onto her, assuming she is cold, complicit, or unfeeling. While her whiteness grants her access to specific spaces and opportunities, it also obscures her individuality, making it difficult for others to see the rebellion, desire, and darkness that lie beneath the surface.

𝐵𝑜𝑑𝑦

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          ➶﹍”    5’6 | 125lb   „

Vivienne has a slim, hourglass figure — naturally soft in appearance, yet subtly sculpted to fit the ideal that her family upholds. While she isn’t overtly athletic, she maintains her physique through Pilates, private instructors, and discreet meal planning driven by society’s image-conscious expectations. Her curves are polished; her waist is narrow, and her posture is flawless. This kind of beauty is ired in social media photos and whispered about at galas.

Vivienne’s relationship with her body is complex. She knows she is beautiful, and she is aware of how that beauty has been utilized by others, shaped like an accessory to uphold a family legacy. Often, she feels disconnected from her body, viewing it more as a vessel for performance rather than a part of herself. Sometimes, she envies women who move freely, whose bodies belong to them to love or to ruin. She has been taught that her own body must always be presentable.

She isn’t unfit; she is simply controlled. Her fitness routine is precise, never indulgent, and consistent enough to maintain elegance. She possesses strength in subtle ways but is rarely allowed to test that strength on her .

𝐹𝑎𝑐𝑒

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    Heart-Shaped    „

Vivienne’s facial features are hauntingly beautiful, as if crafted by legacy rather than chance. Her wide, almond-shaped eyes hold a deep shade that reveals more than she ever says aloud. Her straight, delicate nose and full lips naturally pout, while her arched brows grant her an effortlessly commanding presence. Her skin is luminous and smooth, glowing under chandelier lights and camera flashes.

She resembles her mother almost precisely and the women who came before her. It’s evident in her bone structure, composure, and the cool elegance that suggests old money and control. This resemblance is a blessing to the world, a sign of bloodline perfection. However, for Vivienne, it feels like a mirror she cannot escape, a face that reminds her of how little of herself she has been allowed to keep.

Nonetheless, she has learned to wield her beauty like a blade. She knows how to enter a room and leave silence in her wake, the power of a well-timed glance, and the disarming softness of her smile. Although her looks may not feel entirely her own, she has turned them into a weapon, one her family taught her to use, and one day, she might use against them.

𝐻𝑎𝑖𝑟

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          ➶﹍”    Brown | Long & Impeccable Styled    „

Vivienne’s hair is a cascade of rich, espresso-brown silk, thick, long, and impossibly smooth. It flows in soft waves past her chest, always styled with a precision that borders on ritual. There’s a natural luster, the sheen that appears effortless but is maintained through years of conditioning, brushing, and quiet discipline. Under soft light, it catches warmth, revealing hints of amber woven into its dark strands.

To the world, her hair is part of her allure—sensual, feminine, perfectly composed. It’s one of the first things people notice about her. However, to Vivienne, it symbolizes control. Her mother used to comb it before events, reminding her, “A Devereux girl must never look undone.” She learned early on that her hair was part of the performance—another way to uphold the family legacy, another feature she didn’t choose but had to bear.

Yet, there are moments when she loves- when it brushes her bare shoulders as she undresses or when she lets it fall wild in private. In those rare, intimate moments, her hair feels like the one beautiful thing that truly belongs to her.

𝑀𝑜𝑑𝑠

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    1 Tattoo | 4 Piercings    „

Vivienne’s body modifications are subtle, intimate, and serve as quiet symbols of her inner rebellion. Each one is carefully chosen as a private act of defiance against the rigid expectations imposed on her by her family and society.

On her inner thigh, she has the phrase “Sous les cendres, l’étreinte” (Under the ashes, the embrace) inked in delicate script. This tattoo is placed in an intimate location, hidden beneath layers of clothing, only revealed in private moments. It represents the duality of her existence — the pristine, controlled woman the world sees and the rebellious, longing spirit beneath the surface. It is a private rebellion, marking her body with something meaningful and personal, a secret she holds close, even though she often feels trapped beneath its weight.

Vivienne also has four double lobe piercings in each ear, which are understated yet significant. The lobe piercings are delicate and perfectly placed, often adorned with small, elegant studs or hoops. While they might be dismissed as classic, to Vivienne, they symbolize a small act of personal choice — something she has decided for herself, a quiet mark of her identity. The jewelry she chooses for them varies; sometimes it’s simple, other times more daring, offering her a brief moment of autonomy within a life dictated by others.

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                   “ 𝐷𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑏𝑖𝑔, 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑟

                 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑦 “

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𝑀𝐵𝑇𝐼

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    INFJ   „

Vivienne is introspective, intuitive, deeply empathetic, and structured. She often feels torn between the perfection her family demands and her desire for personal freedom. Guided by her emotions, Vivienne values authenticity, though she conceals much of her true self behind a polished exterior. Her intuitive nature makes her highly perceptive, allowing her to sense the deeper layers of people and situations. While thrives in order and control, she secretly yearns for something more chaotic and real. She constantly seeks a balance between her inner world and the role she is expected to play..

𝐵𝑒ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑟

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

Vivienne’s behavior blends graceful control and subtle rebellion. On the surface, she radiates elegance, meeting her family’s high expectations with precision and poise. However, in private, she is introspective and quietly defiant, using her body modifications and subtle gestures to assert her autonomy. While she can be charming and magnetic in her relationships, she remains guarded and distant, rarely allowing anyone to get close enough to understand her truly. Her inner world is filled with conflict, as she is constantly torn between the perfect image she projects and the freedom she secretly longs for.

𝐿𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑠 & 𝐷𝑖𝑠𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑠

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

Vivienne profoundly appreciates solitude, art, and subtle beauty. She finds comfort in quiet moments—long walks alone, dimly lit rooms, and classical music drifting through spaces where she can breathe without feeling observed. Her love for literature, particularly poetry and French novels, stems from a desire for words that articulate the emotions she struggles to express verbally. A connoisseur of aesthetic control, she enjoys fashion not as a means to follow trends, but as a form of silent self-expression. She is drawn to perfumes, soft fabrics, antique jewelry, and anything that exudes timelessness and intimacy. Her tastes lean toward the melancholic and elegant, reflecting her inner world.

Vivienne dislikes forced social obligations, shallow conversations, and being touched without consent. Despite being raised to perform, she has a deep aversion to being observed or judged. Small talk, harsh artificial lighting, and people’s assumptions about her beauty irritate her. Loud, chaotic environments leave her feeling exposed and unanchored. More than anything, she resents being controlled, especially when her choices are dismissed as weaknesses. Beneath her polished exterior lies a woman who yearns to be seen on her and bristles at every reminder that, in her world, she rarely is.

𝐻𝑜𝑏𝑏𝑖𝑒𝑠 & 𝐻𝑎𝑏𝑖𝑡𝑠

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

Vivienne’s hobbies are deeply personal, serving as an escape and a form of expression. She finds solace in reading literary fiction and French poetry, losing herself in the emotional depth of writers like Plath, Duras, and Rimbaud—voices that resonate with the things she cannot say aloud. Music is another private sanctuary for her; although she was taught piano as part of her “perfect daughter” image, she now plays it alone in the dark, letting the melancholy of each note express what she feels.

She has an obsessive collection of perfumes, drawn to rare, moody scents that evoke bottled memories. Vivienne often visits old museums or forgotten architectural spaces, which reflect her love for beauty touched by decay. She secretly sketches or writes in weathered notebooks filled with thoughts, fragments, and private confessions that are never meant to be seen.

Her habits and lifestyle reflect a delicate balance between control and the need for emotional refuge. When anxious, she frequently touches her jewelry or smooths her hair, subtle gestures that help ground her in moments of discomfort. She lights candles or incense at night to reclaim a sense of calm and ownership over her space. When overwhelmed, Vivienne quietly withdraws, disappearing behind closed doors or into her mind, remaining unreachable until she feels composed again.

She obsessively maintains her polished appearance, not out of vanity but as a means of survival; perfection is her armor. Late at night, when the world is silent and no one is watching, she writes, reads, or sits in stillness, allowing herself to exist freely, if only for a little while.

𝐼𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑛𝑎𝑙

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

Vivienne’s inner world is a complex and conflicted landscape, marked by intensity, longing, and a quiet defiance that lies beneath her cultivated poise. She experiences emotions profoundly but seldom allows them to surface. Deep inside, she is idealistic and searching, constantly questioning her true self beneath the role she feels compelled to play. Her introspection often leads to isolation, as she endlessly analyzes her thoughts, actions, and desires.

Beneath her calm exterior is a woman filled with an intense yearning for love, truth, freedom, and intimacy. She wishes to be seen, but only on her . While she craves connection, she also fears vulnerability. Her inner world is marked by sharp intelligence, tempered by self-doubt and the deep ache of feeling misunderstood.

Her rebellion is primarily internal: a resistance to fully embody the beautiful, obedient figure her family has shaped. Instead, she conceals parts of herself in secrets, rituals, and subtle acts of defiance. Her internal voice is poetic and relentless, constantly urging her to break free while reminding her of the potential costs of doing so.

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                   “ 𝐷𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑏𝑖𝑔, 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑟

                 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑦 “

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      𝐻𝐸𝐴𝐿𝑇𝐻

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      - ̗̀ :cloud: ───────────

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𝑃ℎ𝑦𝑠𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    7/10    „

She places great importance on her appearance, a trait ingrained in her from her upbringing and the societal pressures to achieve perfection. This dedication is evident in her meticulously curated lifestyle, where she follows a balanced diet rich in fruits, vegetables, and lean proteins, helping her maintain a slender figure. She regularly engages in various exercises, such as Pilates, yoga, and brisk walks, keeping her toned and promoting gracefulness in her movements.

However, her commitment to fitness and nutrition goes beyond health benefits; it stems from a deep desire to control her image and how others perceive her. The aspiration to project an idealized version of herself drives her to craft every aspect of her appearance carefully. While initially rooted in personal goals, this pursuit reflects broader societal expectations that can weigh heavily on her and shape her identity.

𝑀𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑙

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    4.5/10    „

On the surface, she appears to function well, articulate, composed, and socially graceful. However, internally, she carries a heavy burden. She struggles with chronic anxiety, emotional repression, and a profound sense of disconnection from her authentic self. Her mental state is characterized by internalized pressure, isolation, and a persistent fear of being exposed or rejected for who she truly is.

She likely experiences periods of depression, emotional numbness, or even dissociation when the weight of her double life becomes too overwhelming. Her perfectionism and need for control allow her to maintain a façade but hinder her from seeking help or expressing vulnerability. While deeply introspective and self-aware, this often leads her to ruminate rather than heal, trapping her in her thoughts without a sense of release.

𝐶𝑜𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    Conditions    „

Vivienne likely lives with a quiet yet persistent storm beneath her polished surface. She appears composed and enviably graceful, but internally, she battles high-functioning depression — a constant, low-grade weight that leaves her emotionally numb. Often, she masks her sadness with routine and elegance. Alongside this, she experiences generalized anxiety, a hum of worry that never quite fades. Whether it’s a fear of failure, exposure, or simply not measuring up, her mind rarely finds rest, and her body carries tension in subtle but constant ways.

Her perfectionism borders on obsessive, shaped by a lifetime of pressure to be flawless. These obsessive-compulsive personality disorder (OD) traits manifest in her compulsive need to control her appearance, behavior, and how she is perceived, even though it exhausts her. Beneath that control lies deep shame around her sexuality, rooted in a traditional upbringing that taught her to hide who she is. This secrecy fosters a quiet self-loathing, contributing to her emotional isolation. If her family life was emotionally repressive or manipulative, she may carry complex PTSD traits such as hypervigilance, dissociation, and a fractured sense of identity. Occasionally, she may struggle with anhedonia — a numbness that dulls her joy — or fleeting moments of body dysmorphia, where her beauty feels like a costume she cannot take off. Though outwardly refined, Vivienne’s mental landscape is fragile, aching for authenticity yet fearful of the cost it might entail.

𝑆𝑢𝑝𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑡

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

If Vivienne truly allows someone into her life, she will feel most ed by their quiet, consistent presence and nonjudgmental understanding. She does not respond well to overt pity or grand emotional gestures; these make her feel exposed and even infantilized. Instead, she finds comfort in subtle acts of care, such as someone respecting her boundaries, offering her space when overwhelmed, or simply sitting beside her in silence without requiring explanations.

To feel safe, Vivienne needs someone who sees her as she is, not as she pretends to be. She seeks someone who acknowledges her darkness and contradictions without trying to fix or define her. For Vivienne, means being believed, respected, and trusted with her process. She craves gentleness without fragility and presence without pressure. The person who earns her trust does not flinch at her pain, stays when her mask slips, and does not try to force it back on.

𝐶𝑜𝑝𝑒

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    Method    „

Vivienne’s coping methods rely on denial, compartmentalization, and control, all carefully crafted to protect her from emotional collapse. She manages to survive by mentally boxing up the parts of herself that threaten the role she’s expected to play, her desires, her sadness, her rage, locking them away so she can function in the polished, performative world in which she was raised. This compartmentalization is so ingrained that she often convinces herself that her pain isn’t real, or at least not important enough to acknowledge.

Her primary method is emotional suppression. When something hurts, she intellectualizes it, wrapping it in logic and detachment. She tells herself that she’s delicate, strong, and that feeling too much would make her weak. When overwhelmed, she disappears, physically or emotionally, retreating into silence, routine, or the rituals that give her a sense of control: skincare, music, scent, neat handwriting, and rehearsed smiles.

She also leans heavily into perfectionism as a shield. No one will notice the chaos inside if she appears flawless and behaves flawlessly. Her denial isn’t loud; it’s soft, graceful, and convincing. She doesn’t lash out; instead, she fades away. Though these compartments keep her life intact, they also prevent her from engaging in real healing.

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                   “ 𝐷𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑏𝑖𝑔, 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑟

                 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑦 “

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     𝐶𝐻𝐴𝑅𝐴𝐶𝑇𝐸𝑅𝐼𝑆𝑇𝐼𝐶𝑆

                ╰ ⋅.°⊹ ───

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𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑎𝑙 𝐶𝑜𝑑𝑒

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

Vivienne’s moral code is deeply personal, principled, and often conflicted with the world around her. Raised to uphold rigid, traditional values—like obedience, propriety, and family loyalty—her accurate moral com is more empathetic, self-determined, and fiercely private.

She believes in authenticity over conformity, even if she hasn’t fully lived that belief. While she values loyalty, she thinks it should not be blind; loyalty must be earned and mutual. She holds truth and love in high regard, though she has had to suppress both for much of her life. Her sense of morality is shaped by a yearning for justice, especially emotional and personal justice, and she despises hypocrisy, cruelty, and control disguised as care.

Vivienne may bend rules, lie, or manipulate to protect herself or someone she loves, but she never does so out of malice. Her moral code is not based on rigid definitions of right and wrong; it is guided by intention, impact, and emotional truth. She respects those who are kind, honest, and vulnerable, while she completely dismisses those who are cold, controlling, or perform acts of goodness to maintain power.

𝐴𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

Vivienne embodies the essence of quiet strength—her subtle achievements are hard-won and reflect a remarkable resilience that often goes unnoticed. On the outside, she appears to have checked all the boxes that society expects of her: a prestigious education, refined talents in the arts like piano and literature, and an image that radiates grace and poise, ired by many. She likely possesses a wealth of knowledge, articulates her thoughts with finesse, and navigates social situations easily, fluently speaking multiple languages and exuding an air of cultured perfection.

Yet, the depth of Vivienne’s accomplishments lies far beneath the surface. She has faced years of emotional repression without faltering, guarding a strong sense of self despite the suffocating expectations looming over her. She has crafted a private sanctuary in the shadows—a vibrant world where her true essence can bloom. Through her writing, meaningful tattoos, secret romances, and unvoiced acts of rebellion, she creates a life that is uniquely hers.

The absolute marvel of Vivienne is not just her impressive accolades; it’s her ability to keep dreaming, to love fiercely, and to chase freedom against all odds. These are the invisible victories of a woman who steadfastly refuses to be erased. Her journey is a testament to the power of authenticity and the courage to live on her .

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                   “ 𝐷𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑏𝑖𝑔, 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑟

                 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑦 “

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          𝐿𝐼𝐹𝐸𝑆𝑇𝑌𝐿𝐸

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𝐹𝑎𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑜𝑛

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    Gothic Aristocrat   „

Vivienne’s style can best be described as “Gothic Aristocrat,” a blend of classic high-society elegance with subtle gothic and romantic undertones that suggest a quiet rebellion against convention. Her sophisticated, timeless, and mysterious wardrobe reflects a life marked by control, grace, and hidden depths. She prefers rich, deep colors such as black, charcoal, and jewel tones—emerald, ruby, and sapphire. These dark hues are often softened by cream, ivory, and blush accents, providing a touch of contrast and lightness. Plum, burgundy, and forest green frequently appear, adding warmth to her otherwise moody palette.

Vivienne chooses luxurious fabrics, favoring velvet, silk, lace, satin, and cashmere. These textures evoke sophistication and lend her an air of refinement. Her clothes are always carefully tailored, often form-fitting but never overtly revealing. She tends to wear long, flowing skirts or dresses paired with fitted tops or tailored jackets, creating a graceful and commanding look. Her clothing may incorporate asymmetry or sheer fabrics, hinting at the complexity of her persona. High collars, lace trims, and ruffles often feature in her outfits, bringing a Victorian influence into modern cuts.

Accessories are key to Vivienne’s look, often as subtle expressions of her personality and aristocratic roots. She adorns herself with delicate gold or silver jewelry—thin chains, rings, and small earrings—that add a layer of quiet opulence. Her collection includes chokers and vintage-inspired brooches, each carrying personal significance. In cooler weather, she might wear a wide-brimmed hat or a long scarf, enhancing her mysterious, almost ethereal quality.

Her footwear balances practicality and chicness, with Vivienne favoring pointed-toe flats or lace-up black boots or suede boots. This ensures comfort while maintaining her poised appearance. She opts for ankle boots with ornate buckles or elegant heels for formal occasions. Her outerwear always makes a statement, whether a long tailored coat, a cashmere overcoat, or a cape-style jacket; each piece adds a layer of aristocratic refinement to her look. These garments are structured yet soft in fabric, wrapping her in warmth and mystery.

Vivienne’s makeup is subtle but effectively accentuates her features. She focuses on dark eyeliner, softly smudged eyeshadow, and muted red or plum lipstick, enhancing the intensity of her gaze without being overly dramatic. This makeup choice complements the air of mystery she cultivates. Her hair is styled in loose, soft waves with a few strands framing her face. This effortless yet elegant hairstyle enhances her overall refined aesthetic.

Vivienne’s fashion embodies a careful balance of control, mystery, and personal rebellion. Every choice, from the rich fabrics to the tailored cuts and subtle accessories, serves as an expression of her inner world and a shield against the outside. Her style illustrates her tension between conformity and the desire for authenticity—she dresses to meet societal expectations while weaving in subtle, unconventional elements that remain true to her authentic self.

𝑂𝑐𝑐𝑢𝑝𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    Socialite   „

Vivienne is not just a name in high society; she is an iconic presence that effortlessly navigates the world’s elite. Unlike the typical fame-seeker, she doesn’t crave the spotlight; instead, she embodies the role of a powerful figurehead, subtly molding the intricate web of influence surrounding her. With an air of controlled elegance, she operates behind the scenes, orchestrating exclusive events, philanthropic galas, and glamorous gatherings while remaining a captivating enigma. To those who encounter her, she is a living symbol of wealth, taste, and authority, cloaked in an intriguing mystery.

Her reputation is a masterclass in the art of connection. Vivienne artfully blends her wealth and influence, forging relationships with royalty, business titans, and cultural icons. Invitations to sit on prestigious boards and sponsor art exhibitions pour in, as she seamlessly intertwines her family’s illustrious status with her aspirations. While she often graces the public eye, her essence remains a mystery, reflecting grace, sophistication, and an unwavering commitment to charitable causes. However, she is always the one controlling the narrative.

But Vivienne’s life as a socialite transcends mere appearances; it’s about wielding influence like a finely crafted weapon. She excels at nurturing relationships—not through overt manipulation, but through nuanced, strategic moves that allow her to orchestrate from the shadows. Whether securing crucial donations for meaningful causes, swaying corporate decisions, or forging alliances with power brokers, her talents reap rewards for her family while elevating her standing.

Yet, beneath her polished façade lies the pressure of expectations and the delicate tightrope she walks between perfection and vulnerability. Vivienne’s life can feel like armor and a cage, shielding her from the world but trapping her within a carefully curated image. While she skillfully bends her position to create opportunities and alliances, her heart whispers of deeper desires, hidden within the fragile balance of control and rebellion that defines her personal life. In high society, Vivienne is a master of disguise, poised to reshape her destiny while guarding her true self from view.

𝑅𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    England | Mayfair-London   „

Vivienne’s Mayfair townhouse is more than just a residence; it’s a canvas of legacy, status, and carefully crafted solitude. Yet, this elegant sanctuary is just one of many homes she inhabits. As a member of the illustrious Devereux family, Vivienne possesses several properties across England and Europe, each selected or inherited with intent, reflecting a unique facet of her multifaceted identity. These residences are not merely places to live; they are her masks, havens, and at times, mirrors of the diverse lives she leads.

Beyond her London base, she retreats to a sprawling country estate in Sussex, a majestic ancestral manor nestled among ancient oaks and artfully manicured gardens. Here, Vivienne embodies the archetype of the refined heiress—attending seasonal hunts, charity luncheons, and grand estate gatherings. This life is rich with tradition and history, where every room whispers stories of generations past. Yet amid this opulence, she often feels like a fleeting shadow, wandering through spaces crafted for the person society expects her to be, rather than the woman she yearns to express.

In contrast, her Paris apartment in the enchanting 6th arrondissement, near the Seine, offers a refuge far from the expectations of her lineage. This secretive, almost whimsical space is smaller and more contemporary, overflowing with books, vinyl records, and snippets of half-formed thoughts. It is the only place where she can unwind, drop the façade, and simply be herself, unseen and unbothered. When she disappears from the hustle of London for weeks, it’s often to this hidden sanctuary, where anonymity reigns and she can breathe freely.

In the dazzling world of England, Vivienne plays a delicate balancing act. She is the quintessential Devereux daughter in London—poised, polished, and always ready to navigate the glitz of galas, exhibitions, and elite social circles. She is a modern aristocrat to the city—mysterious and elegant, constantly flickering just out of reach. Yet, beneath the shimmering surface lies a profound sense of alienation; she feels like an outsider in her own life, weighed down by the burdens of tradition while silently unraveling beneath its constraints.

These homes encapsulate her fragmented existence—each space meticulously tailored to house a different aspect of her soul. In Mayfair, she performs her part; in Sussex, she endures the expectations of her heritage; and in Paris, she finally finds the space to breathe, allowing herself to exist without the weight of the world on her shoulders.

𝑅𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑔𝑖𝑜𝑛

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    Catholic    „

Vivienne’s upbringing was steeped in the rich tapestry of Catholic tradition, where rituals enveloped her like a familiar cloak. From an early age, she learned that God was a constant observer, that beauty was intertwined with virtue, and that suffering, especially when endured quietly, was a pathway to grace. Her childhood unfolded in candlelit chapels, shadowed by the mystery of confessions she didn’t quite grasp, all while she carried the weight of guilt like a family heirloom.

As the years ed, the echoes of her childhood clung to her—Latin hymns danced in her memory, incense swirled like whispers of the past, and the tranquility of kneeling in tranquil churches became a refuge. Yet as Vivienne matured, the once comforting rituals began to feel like chains, a rigid control that stifled her burgeoning sense of identity. She wrestled with reconciling the Church’s doctrines with her sexuality and yearning for freedom, all while the deep-seated shame instilled by her faith clung to her like a shadow. The concept of sin became knotted with her self-worth, a haunting presence that lingered even in her moments of defiance.

Despite her struggles, Vivienne couldn’t entirely sever her ties to her faith. It wasn’t an act of devotion but a complex blend of habit, nostalgia, and an unnameable yearning. When she traveled, she would light candles in cathedrals, and a rosary lay tucked away in a velvet box, untouched, yet never let go. Religion for her had morphed; it was no longer about divine belief but a tapestry woven with memory, sorrow, and the internal battle between loyalty and disillusionment. While salvation may seem elusive, a part of her still yearns for its semblance, clinging to hope amidst the turmoil.

𝐸𝑑𝑢𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    Master of Arts    „

Vivienne’s education reflects the same curation and prestige as the rest of her upbringing — a carefully designed blend of academic excellence, cultural refinement, and social conditioning. From an early age, she was privately educated, likely attending a selective, elite all-girls boarding school in England. She was renowned for producing polished, poised women destined for high society or subtle influence. Her early education was rigorous, emphasizing classics, literature, languages, music, and decorum — subjects selected to cultivate her intelligence and mold her into the perfect Devereux heir.

She later attended a top-tier university, Cambridge, where she pursued a degree in Art History, Literature, or Philosophy. This choice was not just an academic endeavor but a means to explore beauty, meaning, and the inner life she had never been allowed to express. Although she excelled academically at university, she remained emotionally distant, ired for her intelligence and taste, yet reserved. She built her intellect into another layer of armor, merging sharp insight with perfect composure.

Her education extended beyond the classroom, as she was immersed in European travel, museum tours, gallery openings, and private tutoring in French, Italian, Latin, and classical piano. This cultural exposure made her well-read and world-aware, fluent in the aesthetics of power, grace, and performance.

Though she possesses the credentials of a scholar and the polish of nobility, Vivienne’s education also serves as a cage, a means by which she was shaped into what others expected her to be. Her brilliance is genuine, but often concealed, surfacing only when it benefits her or she forgets to shield herself.

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                   “ 𝐷𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑏𝑖𝑔, 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑟

                 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑦 “

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𝑀𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    Genevieve Devereux   „

Vivienne’s relationship with her mother, Genevieve Devereux, is complex, cold, and quietly devastating—defined more by silence than by affection, and more by image than by intimacy. Genevieve, a woman of discipline and elegance, was raised to uphold legacy above love and ed that philosophy down to her daughter. They appear as the perfect pair to the outside world: poised, polished, and the embodiment of high society. But behind closed doors, their bond is brittle, shaped by unspoken expectations, withheld affection, and emotional distance masked as refinement.

Genevieve did not nurture Vivienne in the traditional sense. Instead of offering comfort or softness, she groomed her like an heirloom, molding her into the ideal Devereux woman. Praise was rare, and love was conditional, tied to Vivienne’s performance, beauty, and obedience. As a child, she longed for closeness but learned early on that vulnerability was unwelcome. Over time, she stopped asking for it, choosing perfection over connection to survive.

Despite the emotional distance, Vivienne remains haunted by her mother’s approval, craving it even as she resents the cost. She sees parts of herself reflected in Genevieve: the elegance, the restraint, and the sadness buried beneath the surface. However, while Genevieve surrendered to her role, Vivienne still dreams of escape. Their relationship is a wound disguised as tradition—one Vivienne tends to in silence, unsure whether she wants to heal it or burn it down.

𝐹𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    Alistair Devereux   „

Vivienne’s relationship with her father, Alistair Devereux, is characterized by formality, distance, and silent expectations. He is neither cruel nor overtly dismissive; instead, he is polished, reserved, and emotionally unreachable, treating Vivienne more like an heirloom or asset than a daughter. Their interactions are often polite, brief, and heavily scripted—dinners where everything is said without meaning and nothing truly significant is expressed.

Alistair has provided Vivienne with every material advantage: an elite education, cultural refinement, and social status. However, he offered no emotional warmth. Praise was rare and contingent solely on her achievements or appearances, while vulnerability was viewed as weakness. To him, Vivienne was meant to reflect the Devereux name flawlessly—elegant, obedient, and unshakable. He believed he raised her well because she never caused a scandal, but never noticed the fractures hidden behind her poised exterior.

Despite the emotional distance, Vivienne once idolized him, viewing him as a figure of control, power, and composure. However, as she grew older, she realized her iration was built on fear and longing. Now, their relationship is frozen in civility, with love buried too deep to uncover and resentment too quiet to confront. He doesn’t see who she truly is, and she has stopped trying to make him understand.

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                   “ 𝐷𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑏𝑖𝑔, 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑟

                 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑦 “

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𝐶ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑑ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑑

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    4-10    „

Vivienne’s early childhood, from about ages 4 to 10, was characterized by beauty, silence, and expectation—a gilded world where she was adored in public but conditioned in private. Raised in a pristine yet emotionally distant household, she was polished rather than nurtured. Her days were filled with tutors, etiquette lessons, and quiet rooms adorned with antique furniture and unspoken rules. She was never screamed at or hit, but the control was absolute: every emotion was subtly corrected, and every impulse was quietly redirected.

From a young age, Vivienne learned that being still, quiet, and perfect earned approval. Her mother, Genevieve, dressed her like a porcelain doll and praised her for being “presentable,” rarely recognizing her for being herself. Her father, Alistair, treated her with cold pride, valuing her composure more than any childlike joy. Affection was rare, and when it was offered, it felt conditional.

Despite the loneliness, Vivienne was deeply observant. She quickly learned to pick up on adults’ moods, understanding the expectations behind every smile and the consequences of stepping out of line, even in the smallest ways. Highly sensitive, she learned to hide her feelings and retreated into books, music, and quiet rituals that made her feel safe. For Vivienne, childhood wasn’t innocent or carefree; it was an early performance, one she perfected far too soon.

𝐴𝑑𝑜𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒

-—⊰⍣⊱-—

          ➶﹍”    11-18    „

Vivienne’s adolescence, roughly ages 11 to 18, was marked by quiet rebellion, internal conflict, and deepening isolation—a time when the mask her family had crafted for her began to chafe, though it had not yet cracked.

At 11 or 12, she was already more composed than most adults, praised for her elegance and maturity, while other girls were allowed to be unruly and curious. Enrolled in a prestigious all-girls boarding school, she excelled academically and socially, but always from a distance. She played the part of the perfect young lady—charming and poised—yet remained largely unknown. Her reputation was immaculate, and her performance seamless.

The cracks emerged between the ages of 13 and 15. Vivienne started to notice the disconnect between who she was and who she was expected to be. Becoming deeply introspective, she obsessively journaled, withdrew into books, and found small, secretive ways to rebel—perhaps by skipping meals, hiding in libraries during social events, or listening to music deemed inappropriate by her upbringing. It was likely during this time that she began questioning her sexuality, experiencing desire in a way that terrified her since it conflicted with her family’s expectations and the version of femininity she had been taught to embody.

From 16 to 18, her emotional world grew more intense and volatile, though it remained largely hidden. She became more selective about whom she spoke to—guarded, alluring, and unknowable. Her ability to manipulate her image sharpened; she learned to give just enough of herself to remain ired while never allowing anyone to understand her truly. It is possible that she had her first forbidden crush or secret relationship during this period—an experience that brought her both exhilaration and guilt. This is also likely when she began thinking about tattoos, piercings, or other symbolic acts of self-ownership.

Vivienne’s adolescence wasn’t characterized by outward rebellion; she never gave her family the satisfaction of falling apart. Instead, it was defined by internal fracture, laying the groundwork for the woman who would one day transform her silence into power.

𝐴𝑑𝑢𝑙𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑑

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          ➶﹍”    18-24    „

Vivienne’s journey from 18 to 24 has been marked by a quiet awakening, internal rebellion, and a gradual reclaiming of her identity. On the surface, she appears to meet every expectation: debuting in society, pursuing an elite education, and maintaining the elegance and mystery typical of a Devereux. However, beneath the surface, her adulthood experience has felt like a battle between the life she inherited and the life she secretly desires.

At 18, Vivienne left the sheltered environment of boarding schools and entered university—most likely Oxford—where she first tasted autonomy. Academically, she thrived; socially, she was ired. Yet, emotionally, she remained guarded. While her peers experimented freely, Vivienne observed, learned, and longed for experiences she could not embrace. Although she had a few relationships, they were either superficial or emotionally troubled, always influenced by secrecy, guilt, or fear of exposure. Her feelings, particularly her attraction to women, remained buried beneath layers of self-control and denial.

By age 21, she graduated and fully embraced her role as the Devereux heiress, managing events, maintaining appearances, and curating influence. She moved into her Mayfair townhouse, where she lives in beauty but not freedom. Her days are filled with gallery openings, charity boards, and society functions, while her nights often end in solitude—writing, reading, or quietly unraveling in silk sheets and candlelight. It is a life of quiet privilege underscored by poignant sadness.

At 24, Vivienne stands on the brink of change. Although she continues to play her part and wear her mask, she is beginning to feel its heaviness. Her private acts of rebellion—getting tattoos, writing, and experiencing romantic longing—are shifting from mere survival to a means of self-definition. While she hasn’t completely broken free yet, she is starting to ask herself: What would happen if I stopped performing and simply became myself?

Her adulthood reflects a paradox: public grace clashing with private turmoil, contributing to her slow, deliberate journey toward liberation.

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           ➶﹍”    FaceClaims    „

𝑅𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑐 : Madison Beer @madisonbeer

𝐴𝑟𝑡 : @kyarix_

           ➶﹍”    Editing    „

All edits were done on PicsArt, and all stickers used were from the PicsArt free sticker library.