07//27//2020

Good morning everyone. My name is Simon. Today I am posting my weekly reflection for 07//20-26//2020. This week we were quite dissociated, so trying to the week and what I felt is a bit difficult. However, I did write some notes down during those days.

２１日

I have just finished 3 hours of studying. I was working on the notes for my forensic science part two blog. I am now cooking. I was watching some videos of others vlogging their productive day and saw a meal one of them made that I would like to try. So I am now cooking rice then I will be making an egg to go with it. Currently it is around 5:40 pm. After I finish cooking I will eat while watching some documentaries or listening to a podcast as I draw.

２２日

I was able to wake the body up at around 7 am. I then made myself breakfast and did my morning self care before starting to study.

I then studied for 5 hours. My goal this day was to write as much as possible. As I am taking part in a challenge. I do not have much confidence in the thought that I will win. However I am still trying as even if I do not win. I have been extremely productive and learned much more knowledge.

２３日

4:25 ー The body has been unable to sleep. Most likely due to my mind racing with many thoughts as I have many things I wish to finish before the week ends, but I know it needs some rest before I am able to do much in the morning. I am writing this after i have finished most of the things on my mind that I can do as of now. Another will rest for the body now.

Today I finished reading a book and watched a film and an anime.

37 Seconds

Japan Sinks 2020

I enjoyed both very very much.

I also drew and studied some Japanese.

２６日

I have been practicing my Japanese. I have studied for about 2, I am now watching a film.

Okkos Inn.

I am enjoying it so far. However my japanese lesson starts so I will look at that, if I understand the lesson I'll take notes while I watch the film.

We had a Sun shower, I took many photos and would like to share them.

Reflection:

This week was quite slow and we were very exhausted. I did not get much done but I have been focusing on my Japanese much more. It has been quite slow and there is not much to share. So I apologize for such a short reflection. I have been told that it is good to take breaks but when I am not doing something I feel as if I need to. It causes anxiety if I am not constantly learning. The body deals with OCD and I often obsess and feel as if I need to work or study in order to lower the anxiety.

Our OCD has been bothering us a bit and the same with our dissociation and depression. But I believe this coming week will be much better.

That is all,

Farewell.