dear me.

#tomyfutureself

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6 years from now.

Hey! Hope you are ok. If you are reading this you are probably thinking 'Why was I so annoying and cringy?' Well, thats on you sweetie.

Anyway. How are things? What university did you get into? Did you go to Japan? Meet your soulmate? I hope things are better. In any way. Did you stand up to those bullies, did you overcome your fears and get back to the level you were in Gymnastics? I hope you at least got your round off flic tuck back.

I hope you have done all of those things. I reckon you went to Aberystwyth University, you loved going there on holiday, and you can study the sea or open that little café you dream of every night. Now I havent found my dream yet, but I can feel it coming. I hope you have worked towards that dream and are 1 step closer.

I dont really have any close friends now, but I am sure you will find your true friends, the people who you will be with for the rest of your amazing life. If you arent feeling so good, just there is a whole UNIVERSE out there. Ask and you will receive. If you want to do something, do it.

Bullies? No need to cry and strop. They just do it because they arent feeling too good either. Dont feel sorry for yourself. Feel sorry for them. And I know mama can be fierce and scary, but you dont have to take her advice. Yes be strong, but cry once in a while if you feel like it. Dont hide your emotions. Be like dada. And Dada didnt get perfect A's, but he found something good. Where he can have friends and stay with grandad as its far away, but he is happy because I am here. You dont need amazing grades, Im happy with a D. If you ed, AMAZING! You dont need to resit them and you can get a job you like. As long as you have friends and are happy, Im happy too.

And giving up is not an option. I want to, but I cant. Im determined to do something good. You want to be a doctor? Do it. You want to be a CEO? DO IT. (but dont be a police officer, ACAB)

That is all I ask. Dont give up. You dont need to have beautiful clear skin, you dont need to have an athletic body, be happy in your own skin. Your beautiful, Japanese, English skin. Be grateful.

Keep going. Learn German, History, DT, and be a person people look up to. You dont have to be head girl, you dont need to have a title. Just be nice. Im a teen, and in that Pshe lesson last year in our first year of secondary? We are one of the healthiest people in our class. Our food journal proved it, and be happy because you dont realise that you are amazing. Physically and mentally. And I know you are scared and frightened of things, but you have the power to change that. You dont need to follow the old people, our generation is the best one. Follow your own rules.

I know the aura thing you can do could freak you out as you grow more powerful, but use it to help people. Like Tally Craven from Fort Salem. Dont watch innocent people get hurt. Save them. Control the power. Dont go like Abigail and Raelle and start losing control of your temper, be calm and determined.

Read this on the 27th July, 2026.

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