Self reading: Should they be trusted ?《11-03-2023》

I clear out my phone's storage, by writing things down for myself. This is my little notebook, so I can carry it in my purse or my bag without it taking up to much space. I can search online for the original spread, for a more eye appealing post. But I just wanna share what I already have on hand... in a sense

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What are their intentions ?

• King of Cups - Emotional control & intelligence, tactful, tolerant

I'd have to say, there's a tactic that I'm not really fond of. There's definitely a reason why I have trust issues with this individual. With ing the past with them, I can't share the information cause of Amino's Community Guidelines for the tolerant part.

Should I trust them ?

• 4 of Cups - Boredom, rumination, imagined worries

I have thought about it. We did talk a bit about month ago, but it didn't really go that well, better than how it was in the past. The "Emotional control & intelligence" is a good sign, but don't want to, still.

Will a friendship with them be beneficial ?

• Death - Endings, loss, new beginnings

Rather clear, it's an ending. I highly doubt it's beneficial. That relation has loss its meaning, and ended.

Overall advice about the situation:

• 9 of Pentacles - Plenty, satisfaction, independence

I guess, it's indicating to be satisfied with how things are now, and to be independent from them. The past situation with them, was very unhealthy and it did take time for me to get them away from me for a while. Almost a year of no , and then they're back. Within that time of no , I was able to achieve goals I've been aiming for in my life, which was difficult to achieve, with having them in my life.

**Optional: Why are they coming back into my life ?

• Hermit - Introspection, self-discovery, solitude

• Magician - Concentration, manifestation, talents

• Knight of Swords - Haste, force, bravery

I'm just being nosy with this part. Seems like they reflected on them self, and brought them self back to their true self. Possible chance of following their own readings they've gotten from somewhere else (last conversation with them, they brought this up). I guess they're trying to prove their growth and change with being hasty and attempting to about it. Overall part, is that the Death Card has answered it, it really won't be that beneficial in my life. They had their chance, but I've already learned how to go and move on, in a sense. Having no in the first place, just gives me time to let go and move on. Also, just wanting my own life now.