Welcome to my ask blog! Here's what you can expect from the blog:
-> text ask blog that's written a bit more like a fic than an ask blog.
-> two edgy characters
Clarifications: I call original Shi "Og!Shi", and yandere Shi "Yan!Shi". Sometimes asks have multiple questions in them, so I cut them into pieces, the sign that the ask is fully finished is a full line.
And now, onto the blog:
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![Ask blog: Shi & The [no longer] murderous idiot <a href='/c/undertale-aus/tag/4/'>#4</a>-[BIC]Welcome to my ask blog! Here's what you can expect from the blog:
[IC](https://image.staticox.com/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fpm1.aminoapps.descargarjuegos.org%2F8014%2F36fe9b6855ecefc3f9cddc1b8a08e446393c1369r1-1440-867v2_hq.jpg)
Og!Shi stared at you right in the eyes with an almost furious look. They lifted both their middle fingers up, and gritted their teeth, while still staring at you with fury and even a bit of hatred.
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![Ask blog: Shi & The [no longer] murderous idiot <a href='/c/undertale-aus/tag/4/'>#4</a>-[BIC]Welcome to my ask blog! Here's what you can expect from the blog:
[IC](https://image.staticox.com/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fpm1.aminoapps.descargarjuegos.org%2F8014%2F74775a501b9dc547556823e9e962c8f7abacac78r1-1435-1049v2_hq.jpg)
Yan!Shi looked up at you with a pained look. "Why do you think I'm crying?" They said in a quiet and hourse voice. "I know you're right. Or at least..." Yan!Shi averted their eyes "...mostly right. I hate the fact I couldn't figure out what you said by myself. But... That's not the reason I'm crying. I know this is an extreme change of attitude, so no one would believe me. But no harm in saying it anyway. Looking back on everything now, I... I get it. I can see how wrong the stuff I did were. I get that my reasoning was built on excuses and denial. I get that it's quite a good thing that I was stopped. And knowing all that.... I also know it's too late. I can't just change. I can't just turn my back on everything and change. The fact that I can see the bigger picture now doesn't mean it'll stay like that. I'm too unstable. I can go back to my previous mindset in a matter of seconds. I'm too much of a risk. There's no going back. There's no changing. There's no redemption. Nothing I can do now will mean anything in the long run. So... As much as I want to... Changing and evolving into a better person is no longer an option. All that I can do is hope that I never find a way to break out and be free to do what I want again. Being imprisoned is the best thing for everyone. Or at least... The second best option. But I have no right to ask anyone to perform the actual best option. And since I'm unable to do it myself, being imprisoned is the best way to go forward right now. So yeah. That's why I'm crying." Yan!Shi gulped and burried their head in their knees again. They weren't able to say anything more. But it's not like they had the words to say anything anyway. Og!Shi looked at them with shock, but said nothing. Their mind couldn't decide if it should be happy or devastated.
![Ask blog: Shi & The [no longer] murderous idiot <a href='/c/undertale-aus/tag/4/'>#4</a>-[BIC]Welcome to my ask blog! Here's what you can expect from the blog:
[IC](https://image.staticox.com/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fpm1.aminoapps.descargarjuegos.org%2F8014%2F1c49478f5217a253f3ba03cc66fb4a34cac920f4r1-1284-1058v2_hq.jpg)
Og!Shi looked at you with an incredibly confused expression. But they soon snapped out of their daze and turned back to attention. "This isn't THAT bad, honestly. Sure, I'm now nervous and panicked 100% of the time. But it's not like that's not something I've dealt with before. This situation might seem horrible. And to an extent, it is. But it's not AS horrible as it seems" Og!Shi said, false calm surrounding their voice. "And about that second one. No. And I don't know why you used the 'finally' when it's not something that should happen in the first place. So that's your answer for that." Og!Shi said. Their voice was still falsely calm. But now their face was also slightly red. Just slightly.
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Aaaaand that's it for this blog. I hope this was even remotely interesting. It was quite fun and interesting to write this one. Also I'm a lot more happy with this blog than the previous one. If you wanna leave an ask for the next blog, do so in the comments. If you have any questions about the blog or about the characters in general, feel free to pm me.
Have a wonderful day/night, and maybe I'll see ya later.
Comments (2)
hah- *thanks* OG!shi that exactly what I needed right now
[ she looks at them kinda annoyed and disappointed]
[* than she sits down next to them *]
[* she looks away from them to look what's going on with the other two *]
" I don't understand you OG!Shi I don't see a problem in it telling Yan!Shi this things because it's true and I hate them for it. I wouldn't mind if they just die now...
[*she said the next sentence with a bit of hatred in it*]
"...I just don't want to see them be happy, I want them to suffer until they die."
[*she looks away from the other two*]
" say......... OG!Shi do you hate ?"
[* she sticks her tongue and look at ya kinda amused like this question was just a joke*]
[* but was it that? *]
Her palms were now firmly on the ground, ing her back. She stared at them with a deadpan expression before looking away.
"You know, if living for yourself is so hard- why not for someone else? You are right- about the hurting so many people you may be past bieng forgiven or putting it all behind you, but you still can be better. Well- not in a sence of redemption- but in a sence of owning up to it." She sucked in a breath before grunting and sitting forward, elbows on her knees in a hunched position. "You can't run away from your problems now Shi. You have shit to do. If you understood me you would've understood that theres probably a lot of damage you need to fix. Sure, you won't fix all of it, but they atleast deserve some peace of mind. Be it you try to make things better for them by be it some form of apology or atleast visiting the graves and learning about the people you've killed- or something else entirely- you need to own up to it before you can give up."
She sucked in a breath before closing her eyes. Pinching her nose, she let out an exhale before she gazed at them intensely, her eyes nearly two slits.
"After everything, you don't get to
give up yet." Suddenly she relaxed, going back to sitting in a more laxed and lazy position. Finger gunning them with one hand she said; "And hey, I meant that part about your path to owning up to things not having to be lonely. Because I can open up my doors and help you out, plus-"
She reached something into her pocket, her face overshadowed as a sharp smirk reached to her eyes with a glint. "I may or may not have "borrowed" a forbidden key to some of the Universes' afterlife dimensions." She revealed a key, not before showing off by rolling the key between her fingers and throwing it into the air with a flick before it fell back down onto her outstretched palm. It floated above her hand in an ominous blue glow. As if the object in her hand contained the entery to something forbidden. Something dangerous. It gave a quite dreadful atmosphere, since it suddenly got darker, as if the item sucked out the light near them so that you could only focus on the keys glow.
She took a sip out of their coconut drink while they looked up at OG!Shi with a deadpan expression.
" 'Not so bad' suuuure- whatever you say, master-of-saying-so-with-an-unsure-expression-as-I-try-to-mask-everything-and-pretend-it's-fine." She took another sip before pointing at them with a sharp smirk and a shrill laugh. "And yeah right! You guys would make a perfect pair! You can't hide that from me! You obviously have the hots for him!"