So this time I actually won't be posting if I do is neither I have free time or my haitus is up or maybe I just want to come back who knows? But this may lead to a leave so I'll be leaving some personal messages amd my reasoning, also for those that brought things from me no bleo isn't being lazy again- is cuz her finals are in 2 months and if I fail I'll have to redo and redo and my marks aren't looking good at the moment.
This topic is a bit serious but no TW (Trigger warning)because nothing that serious is really in this blog
Why am I going on haitus?
Is because my work load irl is absolutely huge and my projects and people including friends I had to put on hold is absolutely horrible, This amino of course plays it's own part, more problems have been popping up and I don't think I can keep up following the rules and also being reasonable in my irl and online life. I really hope you all understand.
Why may I possibly leave?
Like all communities more and more weird and down right awful people are starting to really show and I'm not the type to get pissed over these things but I can't keep up anymore, the amount of just whys, whens and hows are finally stopping because I'm going to be possibly taking my leave, imbgonna be real with all of you that u really do appreciate all of you but my life here isn't as important as my life irl achieving my biggest dream of living it to the fullest (sounds cheesy but I stand by that) and also becoming what I dream of when I was a child being a --- it sounds dumb but I've worked the 6 years for this an a painful 2 years+ COVID+ mental issues for this and I'm not giving up just yet :relieved: also one of the most important reason why im leaving is the people here.
May I asked why? Why some peeps have to come into my pms and make me uncomfortable make guilt trip me into not leaving them- what joy do they get tbh-
Personal notes:
Drink
Drink pal if your reading this, thanks for that amazing two days of knowing you to the fullest and the weeks I spend in the UnderHaven chat with amazing people like Plague, Green, Kat, Drink, Kailee and so many more
Drink your an amazing person and a even more amazing friend, I love your art, your personality and ur sense of humor is so similar to mine irl when I joke with my friends, thank you for that.
Plague
Even though you already left if you ever read this I hope you know your an amazing person and amazing friend and an amazing human overall, I love your texting style I love your personality and I love you as a friend overall.
I'm sorry I was never the best I could be and never really helped out that much in regards to UnderHaven but I loved my time spent there and I hope you loved ur experiences here more than I did.
Tamo
Tamo, where do I start? Your so extremely kind and patient and your art is just beautiful, I regret not talking more to you and I really enjoyed your company overall.
POT
Same as Tamo you art style is adorable I love how cartoony it is and how free and just down right amazing the colour palette is, your so kind and loving and I would have never changed anything about that, again I regret not spending more time with you than I should have.
Green, Kat and Kailee
Oh where can I start? Kailee your just so ahhh- your hecking amazing how are you so gosh darn kind?! Your so just wow I can't even start.
Green, you are truly special and I loved my time spent talking to you, your art is amazing and your personality and humour follows along with it.
Kat, I lovee your art and the way you talk is just so freeing I absolutely love up ur humor and company as well and as much as the others.
Too all the rest because eim running out of time: (this applies to my ers and nay one that that knew or talked to me even you PJ :eyes: )
Thank ypu just thank you for being patient with me I can't thank you all enough for your kind words you all are the main reason I didn't quit months ago, so thank you and I really love all of ypu equally. I'll miss you all and bye.
Comments (5)
Take your time, your health in real life is more important then here, I understand that, and I am truly grateful to have had you in the chat, and to have known you, and of course to have you as a friend
You are absolutely amazing, your art is amazing, your personality is amazing, everything about you is amazing
We will all miss you, but we will all be awaiting your return, we all love you so much, stay safe my friend
-Plague
Take all the time you need,, I will alwats be here if you come back too :)
Make sure you take care of yourself, Stay hydrated, try to stay relaxed (even if its hard) and make sure to eat! Also proper hygiene! AND GET ENOUGH SLEEP
ok ill stop mom'ing you, but that your life os a lot more important than some silly art commissions and requests, We cant replace you blep :') :revolving_hearts: :revolving_hearts: :sparkles: :sparkles:
SOBS ON THE INSIDE
:cookie: "Hello Blep! I do understand that you have to a lot of stuff in your real life. I do hope that you're taking care of yourself with all of difficulty that you are facing with your life. Just know that we would be here if you need to talk or anything like that. If you're going to leave well I hope that you have a bright future and maybe we would come across each other but who knows? Anyways, just know that we're here whenever you need us as well that you're a wonderful person and a good friend that anyone can ask for! Goodbye for now Blep and I hope you're doing ok!" :cookie:
qwq oh well of course im kinda sad about it but real life is more important soooo yea ;v; good luck with everything ( ya know work and all that =w=")
and [ if ya really leave] good bye I think ya are a really great person and I wish you nothing than happy things [ AND SOME SHEEP'S ;V; :sparkles: :ram: :sheep: :sparkles: ]
I totally understand!
And it's fine if you might not come back.
I mean I would miss you of course!
But your private life is much more important.
Thanks for the kind words.
I wish you the best Blep :two_hearts: :heart: :heart: :sparkles: