I'd hate to let you down so I'll let the waters rise

And drown my dull reflection in the naive expectation in your eyes

Back in a cast bit-part, back when I felt most free

I had a butcher’s heart and no one thought they knew me

So before the regiment resumes, before the dreaded sun appears

My driver's waiting, so let's make one point crystal clear

You see a flood-lit form, I see a shirt design

I'm no savior of yours, you're no friend of mine

You're no friend of mine

You're no friend of mine

I’m no savior of yours, you’re no friend of mine

You see a flood-lit form, I see a shirt design

I’m no savior of yours, you’re no friend of mine

I see myself in the reflection of people’s eyes

Realising that what they see may not even be close to the image I see in myself

And I think I might actually be more afraid

To let my own self down than anything else

I feel like the man in the story

Who saw a bear floating in the river and thought it was a fur coat

7 years ago, I stood on the shore

Jumped in and grabbed the coat

And the river is rushing toward a waterfall

And my friend stood at the shore and shouted to let go of the coat

And swim back to land

I let go of the coat but the coat won’t let go of me

In any case please let know if there’s more I can give you

If nothing comes of it, then just know I am grateful

I realize that this doesn't make sense to you just yet.

Which is fine, you're not my problem to solve.

But I do hope that one day it clicks, and that you make peace with this thing you are wrestling.

And when you finally see what I am talking about.

don't say anything.

Always preferred bios as wikis lol