I wonder if it's okay to miss someone if they're not a part of your life anymore.
The good doesn't outweigh the bad, but there still are those sweet memories that could be cherished even in their absence.
An ongoing conundrum, an orphic sense of devotion perhaps.
But I have this lingering feeling of bittersweet melancholy every time even the thought of them crosses my mind.
Glasses half full or glasses half empty, I can't decipher and thus why, I almost never allow myself to reminisce. Not even for a moment if I can control it.
It's always the unprovoked waywardness of thoughts that sometimes causes me to glitch out and let them slip into my mind out of the blue, and it sucks!
I almost wish I had never met them, but then I wouldn't have known what being in love truly feels like. It's such a paralysing concept for me. Whether to be happy or sad about it, either way it's heartbreaking.
A sea of emotions or a kaleidoscope of memories if you may...
I'm all over the place, aren't I?
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