Love the Sinner

Hikari

   I couldn't stop myself from staring at him. We lied in this field roses with open eyes. As the sun rises and sets, all in one minute. This world was quite odd. It felt like wonderland, maybe we were Alice. Maybe he was the mad Hatter. It didn't really matter. We held each other's hand for comfort. He had told me of what he'd seen. Living back in his memory. Seeing back to everything.

What he did... w h a t h e d i d

   It reminded me of what he thinks. He told me he killed his mother. Though, I known this to be a lie. He killed his father, that I won't deny. I wish I could have met her. She was a saint he says. I wish I had a saint as a mother as well. Why do the good die young? She suffered from cancer, and his father's abuse raised her chances of death, but he still blames himself. Why do the innocent lose it? I squeezed my lover's hand. How much I loved him even after seeing the blood on his hands.

I love... I l o v e

   He copied my actions like a mirror, squeezing my hand back. We stared as the clouds began to . Time went fast, but not even that would last. Suddenly, the world froze. I too, was sucked into my memories. They say hell isn't fire and brimstone, but reliving your worst memories. I guess sinners are stuck ing their sin. I found myself in a bedroom. I this day. I watched as my younger self hugged my father. Oh how he loved him.

He loves... h e l o v e s

  I froze in place, ing this day. My younger self rushed down stairs. Only to see my father stuck in place. My mother had an affair. She kicked my father out, and took custody. I hated this wretched woman. She never allowed me to leave the house, and now she cheats? She began to lose interest in me. Her new lover didn't like me. He tried to keep me out of this house. She just let it happen. I the sin I committed, but I'm sorry, I can not tell you it. I didn't kill anyone, I am not my lover, who so effortlessly kills. Though I am no less of a sinner than he is. I stood there, reliving my nightmare. I watched it repeat, but never end.

Abby

  I couldn't stop myself from staring at him. My lover looked as if he slept, but I knew he was not sleeping. I knew he was reliving his worst memory. I tried to wake him up, but I couldn't do it. This world had sucked him in, and didn't want to let go. No, he didn't want to let go. He held on to this false truth. He wished his sin was not something he would do, but it is something he did do. I when he told me his sin. It was dark out, the moon at its fullest , his golden eyes sparkled. We stood on the balcony as he looked at the moon. His lips moved, spilling the truth.

What he did... W h a t h e d i d

   I placed my ear upon his chest. I could hear his heart beating. It grew faster the further in to the memory. I wished he didn't have to relive it. It torments him, I know. I cried soft tears for him. A sinner can be in denial, and that would be him. A sinner can be in comfort, and that would be me. We both sinned, but how we perceive and continue to live, are drastically different. I do not care about his sin, nor mine. I still love him.

I love... I l o v e

   He cares about my sin. He does not like them, but I know deep down he still loves me. Deep, deep, deep, down. Maybe, too deep.

He loves... H e l o v e s

   I looked at the white roses, and smiled. They weren't turning red anymore. I talk too soon. Suddenly, the sky began to cry. The clouds rained blood. Those beautiful white roses, were blooded on. I couldn't help but notice a few roses from every patch, did not turn red. When the sky calmed down, we were in a field of both red and white. Though nothing ever lasts in this place. Hikari woke up with a start, and the roses went white. I hugged him tight. He told me of his memory. He told me how he watched it once, twice, three times, all the way up to nine. On the tenth, he cried and apologized. That was when it would end. I couldn't imagine... reliving your nightmare. We held each other once again. A common cycle. Though sometimes the only ones who will ever forgive us, are sinners.

We love... W e l o v e

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But...

   As we love, we mustn't forget, liars are sinner as well.

love the sinner

love the sin

But....

   We are all sinners that descend

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