fawna

isn’t it weird that once it’s eight, and the rain settles on the leaves green leaves, and they turn a hue of blue I hear the cars drive by as the window is open and I take a breath of air I don’t know who I am I have no sense of security I claw my hands down into the sensory bin hundreds of...

you wanna be on my page yet you miss the target you say I put labels on everything maybe it’s too late I’m not on your margin I don’t even say that I’m not straight I came out one time in seventh grade because of a girl i wanted to date we ended super bad, crying on my bathroom floor an...

proximity, means a lot to me. it isn’t always bleak the ones around me, they leave but you let me be free. music from the seventies our friendship is youthful. i feel like how i should of as a teen instead i chose to act as if I was an adult, because adults around me were lustful now as a...

I showed you everything about me from head to toe i told you everything about me now i am a foe. Everything that makes me unique you twisted with a scorn I’m left with a tear, stained to my cheek. Youve lied, and it can ruin my life Head held high, you push everyone that says the truth awa...

i close my eyes and it’s a repeat of everyday I suppose it’s what it feels like endless balls and chains one more week, you got this i say every week one of hour i got this for one more day it’s endless and never breaking constant fear over what I say I can’t lose my position. I need thi...

tw: vague words about domestic violence you’ve asked if i read the poems i’ve wrote about you why? salt rubbing in a wound? why? I’m so fond of who i was? the truth is theirs none. I blocked it out the day I left. No money to my name, some pocket change. I guess you could say this is a f...

as the tinnitus grows a pounding heartbeat in my ear I wipe my tears, and I splash water onto my face focus, you got this but the palpitations refuse to deplete hard truths are to swallow into the alarming concrete evidence I look outside, and I catch ahold of my tired breath as I'm able...

it wasn’t you when i stared into your eyes the flicker of light that i knew would keep me warm something turned cold as you had your voice but not your tone you had your hair but it didn’t fall the same way the way you touched me your body language was off who are you? was it you w...

she held everything together she was the glue i miss her smile and her warmth i miss joking about our coworkers i miss crying in her arms. i’d do anything to have her hold me one last time. she was the glue she was the most important chess piece when she left i fell down to my knees...

what’s real anymore i can’t decipher what’s fake you don’t understand what truly I lost at the stake. i feel empty i feel full i got thrown away because you decided you didn’t love me furthermore you say you’re hurt that you’re in pain. you say i’m not your daughter anymore becaus...

Why would you let me do that dulled my nails, yet they're matte As you clawed my back and I had to retreat my emotions off the rack, everything feels bleak but it doesn't matter to you what ever we been through you'd set my body on fire now everyone calls me a liar I even prayed for you and eve...

I always thought the mean girls were the blondes with the long silky hair red lipstick not a care in the world I didn't realize at thirty five short hair, lenon shades would be so damn cruel. how is it that when I snuff out deception I'm too scared to say anything they are openly rud...