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03/27/20
truth about intentions [ study with me 003 ]
꒰ posted : 2020 . 03 . 27 ꒱ ꒰ feature : 2020 . 03 . 27 ꒱ edit : than...
cordelia (semi-hiatus)
03/17/20
surviving online & self studies
ɥoןp ou ʇıƃɥʇ hey, friends ♡ I wanted to make this blog because I know a lot of you are b...
· ༘ 𝔢𝔡𝔢𝔫˚༉‧₊
02/25/20
seize the day
i feel like i'm constantly living my life through a window, maybe there physically but never there in spirit or heart. i just watch all these moments slip by me, faster and faster each day, and it builds up. i can't yesterday, last week, the last few years. it's all th...
· ༘ 𝔢𝔡𝔢𝔫˚༉‧₊
02/13/20
eden’s tips archive: file one
welcome everybody to: eden’s tips archive ────────── 〔 🗂 〕 〔 🗂 〕 〔 🗂 〕 ────────────────── ┊ this is file one from the eden’s ...
· ༘ 𝔢𝔡𝔢𝔫˚༉‧₊
01/24/20
hey you,
stop scrolling for a sec. take a deep breath. you’ve made it so far. you’ve gotten through all the obstacles life has thrown at you despite thinking you wouldn’t and you’ll get through this too. and maybe you’re not going through anything particular at the moment. maybe you...
· ༘ 𝔢𝔡𝔢𝔫˚༉‧₊
08/21/19
: who are you curious about ?
ʚ welcome SA ɞ It’s time for interviews once again and the newsletter team would like to ask the community to nominate someone to be interviewed and featured in the next edition of Aesthetic Studies! anyone can be interviewed! including those of the newsletter team, leadership team and...
· ༘ 𝔢𝔡𝔢𝔫˚༉‧₊
08/18/19
The then and now Challenge ೃ
. ˚◞♡ ⃗ :mushroom: *ೃ༄ Hello SA! Back to school season has been blooming all around us and it’s time for all of us to step into the next chapter of our academic career. To celebrate and welcome the year with open arms, the leadership team has come out with an exciting new challenge for the ...
· ༘ 𝔢𝔡𝔢𝔫˚༉‧₊
08/08/19
: aesthetic studies’ advice column
───────── edition : 20 date : O8.O8. 2019 ───────── introduction hello SA! As part of the newsletter team, I’m excited to ...
· ༘ 𝔢𝔡𝔢𝔫˚༉‧₊
07/12/19
: yet we move forward, still. ❦
❦ When I was younger, I was the smartest child in my class. A trilingual reading and math whiz. I never had to try, I always made the best grades, got every mark correct, people flocked to me in wonder and curiosity. I never studied, everything just clicked for me. I had a smal...
· ༘ 𝔢𝔡𝔢𝔫˚༉‧₊
07/06/19
: aesthetic studies’ advice column
───────── edition : 18th date : O7. O6. 2019 ───────── introduction hello SA! As part of the newsletter team, I’m excited to bring y...
· ༘ 𝔢𝔡𝔢𝔫˚༉‧₊
06/14/19
Aesthetic Studies’ Advice Column
Welcome to Aesthetics Studies’ first official advice column! previous :strawberry: ೃ O1. How do you balance school/college/ university and personal and social life? ༄ This is a really good question because I’m a graduating student a...
· ༘ 𝔢𝔡𝔢𝔫˚༉‧₊
06/06/19
: aesthetic studies’ advice column
───────── edition : 16th date : O6. O6. 2019 ───────── introduction hello SA! As part of the newsletter team, I’m excited ...
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omg it has been ages since i have last come here. i often think about you still and i genuinely hope everyone who knew you re you from time to time. it hurts my heart genuinely that someone as precious and as kind as you isn’t here anymore. i hope those who knew you will keep your memory alive forever. i miss you extra tonight. it’s genuinely been so long, i believe i met you when i was 13 and im going to be 21 this year isn’t that crazy!! i really wonder where you would be in life today and what you would be doing. i wish you were here to see all the achievements ive made, i know you’d be so proud of me. i love you eden and i miss you very much. i also found this old blog post you made for my 14th birthday:(( so sweet
It took me quite sometime to get back this , from the day you left us you were always on my mind, though we didn't talk that much but truly you were a beautiful soul.
I wish I had the courage to say goodbye in a much nicer way, but I think that what makes us human.
Miss you alot
God it’s been so long. I wonder what you’d be doing now, kid.
The year you ed, I got diagnosed with ADHD. About a year later I found out I was autistic.
I transferred to a university, a really good one. Found out there was an autism spectrum club and decided to . I made in-person friends, finally, and one of the ones I’m closest with reminds me of you, except he’s a guy and he’s my age. But just like you, he’s the sunshine. He is the party. The magnet. And it scares me so much because I know you didn’t last long enough, and I’m worried he won’t either.
I’m glad I still talk to you like this but sometimes I really wish you could talk back. You’re made of memories, now, stuck at a point that I was dissociating through. I wish you could’ve seen all of this firsthand, Eden. I wish I could’ve updated you on these things personally. You were supposed to start uni that year, right? You would probably be a senior this year. I wonder who you could’ve been.
I really miss you still. I don’t know what else to say. I just miss you.
4 years huh. Long time, still painful. Times and people change and it’s sad to know you’ll always stay the same
forever alive in my memories my love <3