C. A Double Desire

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One tear, the whole world

I miss you more and more

I waited for a long time

I waited to see you again

But you didn't come

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Two tears, the whole universe

Universe like unique

Because you are unique to me

Because you are the only one in here

But still I have lost you

N-I-C-K, no double letters but a double desire

Double as the sun and the moon

Double as the black and the white

Double as the darkness and the light

Double as the lover and the friend

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I'm not a hunter and I didn't try

I'm not a fisher but I waited

Should I go for this? Or that?

Will it stay like this? Or will it change?

I will never know

It is chaos with the two

It makes it like a double knife

A sword with two sides

A gun with two bullets

But I am still here

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It is a disaster with the two

When I want the one, the other follows

When I want the other one, the first one is right behind me

I can't choose between the two

I can't live with that pain

Can I have you as a shoulder to cry on?

Can I have you as the one who will wait for me at home?

Can I have both?

But I must choose only one

I want to be next to you

But I want to be with you

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I loved you

I love you

I will love you forever

Either as a friend or as a lover

Even if you don't know it

I love you

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