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  There was the sound of the sea. The waves crashing. The screaming from the seagulls. The laughter of children. I couldn't help but smile at this world. It is cruel and what those would call, unjust, but beautiful. The world of course, not the men that roam it. I couldn't stand the way men talked as if they owned their women. I couldn't stand the way the women act as if all men are trash. I couldn't stand the children who think they were better than the rest. I couldn't, I can't, I won't, stand humans.

Vile creatures that know destruction. Vile creatures who yearn to harm others, to have power. The very thing that disgusts me. I am a murderer. I am a lover. I am human.

You may know me.. you may not. My name is Abby. I am 23 and my species... I am a demon.

I've always felt that there was something better out there. There must be more than what meets the eye. Though, I still don't have the answers. Out of all my 23 years, I've only seen mass destruction. Some may call it evil, but who knows. I do not believe mean people, criminals, or even murders specifically, are evil. Who's to say they are? What's the difference between evil and wrong? There's a big one.

Evil is something that causes problems for no reason. For power. For the ability to harm others. Kind of like the government. Wrong are those who fight for their beliefs. Those who kill because they think it is the right thing to do. When it is supposedly the wrong thing. Who is the judge though? Who's to say what is wrong and what is right?

Who decided vengeance was wrong!? WHY DID THEY-

Sorry, I lost myself there. Haha, my apologies. Ugh formalities. What is your name? Why is your name? Who are you? Why are you? and is it who you want to be?

I am sorry. I know that was really late to ask your name. Haha, I just start jumping straight into doing things don't I? ah.... .. ha.. um.. how are you? No, really, please do tell me. I think this author who's allowing me to speak has a comment section or even a DM. I'll reply to you, I promise ^^

"Abby are you seriously popping up in another post? "

"Says the man who is also popping up"

Anyways, just ignore Hikari. He's always like this, in a bad mood. All the time. Are you like that? It's ok if you are. There's nothing wrong with being in a bad mood, I mean I won't judge. I'm literally dating him.

"Could you stop talking to the reader? Get on with the actual story"

"There is no story. Eli's out of inspiration. "

"Again."

Anyways, just ignore him, really. He's just in a mood because-

"ABBY! Don't! This is supposed to be PG! "

"oohh right! Haha. Woopsie"

"Just start over. "

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Right. Starting over. I believe everyone has at least once in their life wanted to start over. To become a better person... but why do we have to start over? Why not just continue from where we left off? I mean change doesn't have to begin at the beginning. If we would stop focusing on starting over, and instead focus on continuing differently, maybe things would change. Maybe.

Ah- right. My name is Abby. I'm 23 and I am a demon. Literally. I wasn't born in hell though. Hell was destroyed after the war ended between demons and angels before I was born. So I grew up on earth, amongst y'all.

What is your name? How are you? there's a comment section where we can actually talk ^^ Of course I'll reply.

Tell me. What is your dream? Your ion? The thing you live for? Or don't. I guess I can't really force you to talk.

Here. I'll go first. I am Abby as you know, and I am quite in a mood. It's a questioning feeling. Sometimes I'm down and sometimes I'm up. It's very confusing. The past haunts me yknow. Well.. used to at least. At some point, I just started to accept it. Don't regret. Accept. Everything that has happened has brought you to this moment. You have grown from it.

Or, maybe you haven't, maybe that's just me. That's ok though, because eventually you will too. If you let it at least.... anyways

My ion, my dream, my reason of living, is him. Can you imagine, devoting your life to someone. How beautiful that is.

Oh but this isn't about me. Let's talk about you. What's your hobbies? Maybe we have something in common?

Tell me. What do you consider evil and good? What defines a good person?

Are you who you want to be? If not, why not? I believe people can't be who they wish to be, because of society. Is that why? But why do other people get to decide things for us! We should be who we want. IT'S NOT UP TO THEM!

I'm sorry. I'm not yelling at you, I promise. Hah. It's sad. How we allow people to control us. I don't blame you though, we are all guilty of it, but you get to decide if you continue....

What am I even saying? Maybe, this doesn't pertain to you. Maybe, you don't let that happen to you. I sure hope so.

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  The waves are crashing into steep hills. The wind howls, expressing it's emotions. Just as we do. We crash and some of us fall, some of us end at the top of the hill. We howl and we cry and we proceed to scream till our last dying breaths. Sometimes they calm down. Sometimes we overpower those who stand.

Don't let others take your voice,

your actions,

your story,

you.

Hey.

tell me

who are you

and are you who

you actually wish to be?