Perfect Strangers..

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I sat on the stairs which lead to the mesmerising view of the river..

The beauty that always facinates me..!

The typical feeling of vast ocean of memories..

A place where lovers come.. just to love each other more!

I looked up to the red sky.. as it was the evening..

I could feel the cold breeze.. as my hair messed up a bit.. and my cheek started to feel cold..

The heat of my body cooling down.. after a long run..!

I wipe the sweat beads on my forehead.. but do not bother to wipe off the tears from my eyes..

At such a beautiful place..

I sat alone.. thinking of the memories that couldn't be forgotten..

How we used to hold our hands.. thinking they would never be seperated.. atleast i would think that..!

I looked at those empty fingers.. which were once intertwined..

And more tears rolled down.. unwillingly!

I couldn't believe he left me.. saying i didn't love him enough.. when he was the one doing that..

I couldn't believe how he said..i kept annoying him which normal people say cuddle..!

I couldn't believe how he pretended it was all okay.. when he kissed some other girl in the club.. and it was my mistake that i couldn't make him feel loved!

I just couldn't believe.. how he bluffed me..

And i kept blaming myself with all..

Untill he broke up with me..!

How could i do this to myself..?

How could i believe his lies..?

How could he even break my trust like this..?

How could i let him do that..?

I don't know who is the culprit here..

He or me??!!!!

I kept looking at the view.. just to calm myself..

Just when i shifted my gaze on the people around me..

I saw a couple.. bickering each other..

Teasing each other.. smiling widely afterwards..

Joking around..

Kissing each other.. just to let the other know that they love each other..

Just when they broke the kiss..

And.. the girls eyes shifted towards the river..

I could see the boy still looking at her.. smiling with his innocent love..!

Can someone love me like this?

Don't i deserve to be loved too?

Can someone look at me like this..!

That made me feel made bad..

But that didn't stop me from being happy for them..

I smiled at the cute little things they had.. or more.. at how the boy cherished her little things..!

As his eyes shifted.. he looked at me.. sitting far from them..

I just looked down embarrassed of myself

That i was staring at them..!

I could still feel him smile innocently..

Maybe.. he is not afraid to show his love in public.. maybe he is proud of it.. :relaxed: :relaxed:

It has been almost a month now.. and i still see that couple everyday..

I couldn't help but get envious..

But this feeling makes me feel safe.. that someone in this world is loving, caring..

As i had never felt it for myself!

I was always the one who got betrayed.. always..

I had seen each and every good and bad moments of that couple..

Their little fights.. their make ups..

Their cute handshakes.. just to show that they have made up..🙂🙂..

Can love be this beautiful.. :cry: :cry: :cry: ..

One day.. as i jogged to the river end..

I was late.. and i couldn't see them today..

Maybe.. looking at them was a habit now..

Maybe i was finding my feeling of love in their lovestory..🙂

Maybe i lost them.. they might have left early..

I thought to myself.. and sat there.. as usual looking at the beautiful view..

Days ed.. almost a week..

I couldn't see that couple anymore..

I felt restless.. i felt lost.. it gave me the same feeling of sadness.. i had earlier..

One evening.. when i was still wondering.. why that couple disappeared all of a sudden..?

What might be wrong..? Are they on a trip?

Did they leave this place??

I saw the boy walking alone.. his headphones on.. he walked slowly.. looking at the river.. deep in his thoughts..

A tear slipped his eye.. and my heart stopped..

I looked directly at him.. not worrying about the environment..

I couldn't take it anymore..

Yes..i was weak at heart..

Yes.. it would get me into trouble.. but i cared less!

I kept looking at him.. untill his eyes met mine..

He looked at me for a good 2 seconds.. and broke the stare.. with another tear slipping down his eyes..

I looked away too.. but again our eyes met.. and i smiled at him..

I dont know why.. i had the urge to ask him if he is okay? If everything was fine.. but i didn't..

I just smiled.. and he returned it.. maybe.. he didn't wanted to..

But he did it anyways.. he's sad smile.. made me feel more worried about him..

I wanted to ask him, talk to him..

But how..? I mean.. why..?

What if he asks me why do i need to know..?

I dont have the answer either..

Why would he tell me..?

He walked away.. and i just kept looking at him..

Two days had ed.. he would come lost in his thoughts.. and return with the same!

As if he came here to cool his head down.. but it reminds of his love!

The other day too.. he came as usual.. i could see him enter..

But i ignored it.. it would look so embarrassing if i keep looking at him.. so i concentrated on the water.. the ripples that the flow of wind creates on them..

How could life treat people like this..??

I could feel someone coming and sitting next to me..! But how does that matter..

So i kept looking at the water..

"ing someone? "

A voice said.. male voice.. very calm.. very deep.. very cheerful.. yet very soothing..

I turned to my right to look at him.. and he was the same boy.. smiling lightly at me..

I smiled.. thinking he finally said something..

Atleast he wont be said for a moment..

"No.. ing something.."

I said.. and his smile grew a bit wider..

"Hmm.."

He said.. and continued looking at the river..

"Are you okay?"

I asked him.. after minutes of silence..

"Maybe.."

he said.. not looking at me!

I pouted at his response.. because i knew the answer.. but i couldn't ask him to explain..

"No.. i just saw u crying.. i was just worried..!"

I said.. not expecting a response from him..

He signed..

"Won't u ask me why?"

He looked at me.. finally!!

"Umm.. no.. i mean.. why would u tell it to a stranger..!"

My point was valid..

"Then why would one stranger be worried about another?"

He asked..

His point was valid too..

"But u are not a stranger to me..

I know u from months..

I know many of your habits..

So.. i'm fine!"

I said.. looking at him.. with that innocent.. convincing look..

"Neither are u a stranger to me.. i too know u from months.. but i dont know much about you..!"

He laughed..

"Ofcourse.. why would u know that..? You have a girlfriend to take care of..!"

I smiled.. at his honest confession..

"Hmm.. i had a girlfriend to take care of.."

He said..

But i never realised the hint in his words..

"Why do u come here alone? Does she not like this place..?"

I ask him..

And he looks at me too..

"She doesn't like me..!"

He smiled.. and that was the second time he broke my heart..

"What do u mean..?"

I ask him.. not getting what he means..

"She says my love suffocates her..

I only want to take care of her.. i want her to feel warm.. i want her to feel loved.. i want her to feel beautiful..

But she says.. i try to control her..!

I dont think so..! She brings trouble for her self. Her friends.. her clubbings.. her attitude.. everything.. gets her into trouble..!

I just want to keep her safe.."

He says.. and his eyes get a bit teary..!

"Dont you trust her?"

I ask out of concern..

"I do.. i love her.. why won't i trust her? I give her all the space she needs..

I am not jealous when she enjoys her time without me.. i let her do what she wants..

But that doesn't mean.. she'll sleep with some other man.. and say its her privacy..!

And when i asked for a explaination.. she broke up with me.. saying.. my love will kill her one day.."

He said..

And i smiled.. more like signed..

He looked at me surprised..

Maybe wasn't expecting this response..

"We both have different cases.. but we still end up at the same dead end..!"

I said.. ing how his and my story is similar.. yet different..

"Did u break up too?"

He asked..

"No.. he left me! Because he said.. i couldn't make him feel loved.. so he had to cheat on me!"

"What..??"

He looked at me with big eyes..

And i giggled a bit at his response..

"Don't give that response.. it makes me feel that it wasn't my mistake..!"

I said.. pushing his face to look at the other side..

Atleast his eyes wont give me that look..

"Ofcourse it wasn't..

If you are not happy.. just leave..

Why cheat??!!!"

He said.. and his eyes opened wide..

As if he realised something..

And i knew what..!

"Apply that for yourself too..!"

I just smirked at his cuteness..

"Was that why u were crying that day? Because u broke up.."

He asked..

"You noticed..??"

I was surprised..

"Hmm.. i didn't want to.. but you were too irresistible.. i mean the way u cried.. yet not bothered about your tears..!"

He said..!!!

"Maybe.. we were not perfect for them..!"

I said..

"Maybe they were not perfect for us..!"

He said..

And i just smiled.. at his bipolar nature.

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"Ya... ya.. why are u pushing me? Walk straight..!"

He said.. and i just giggled..

"You were sticking to me..!"

I complained back..

"Aniyaaaa! You were poking my cheek first..!"

He pouted too..

"But you were pouting like a kid..!"

I said again..

"But you said i looked cute when i pout..!"

He defended..

"Ya.. chewing gum.. don't stick to me..!"

I said.. as i walked a bit ahead of him.. blushing to myself.. not wanting him to notice..

"You don't like that??"

He stopped..

And me too..!

I do.. i like it very much.. but how do i say that..

He looked down..

And i walked to him..

"Hobi.. did i say that?"

I asked..

"No.. but i thought.. you know.. people say i annoy them..! You know.. my ex also left me because of this..! I dont want to loose u..!"

He said..

"Aigoo.. look at my baby..

I love it when u stick to me.. like a koala.. never giving up even if i ask u to leave me..! That is the thing that i love about you..!"

I looked at him.. with all the love i had..

And his eyes shined..

"We are perfect for each other..! And i promise not to leave you.. untill u ask me to!"

I promised him..

"And why will i do that?"

He said pinching my cheek..

Wow.. what of a perfect strangers we were .. as if destiny made us suffer just to bring us close to each other..

It had been 8 months.. since the day we first talked.. and 6 months since we started dating..

Everyday.. every moment .. was perfect since then..

Even our differences, our insecurities , our fights..

Everything was perfect..

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